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 Posted: Wed May 06, 2020 9:34 am
▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ ✧✧✧ Resignation to the Fact
Solo - Stage Four - WC 1041 (3 pts)
V'demhe hadn't been home to the isles is such a long time that she hadn't quite left when she'd slipped away from the gathering of sisters to figure out what was going on. Instead she had made a trip to see Aisha. The sight never ceased to amaze her. Their goddess was truly beautiful and provided so much for them. In fact she could still remember when she and her husband, Virain, had come to Aisha with their pleas for a child. They had both been so nervous.
Dem was worried that her lover would be harmed during his trip to this sacred spot but no one had dared to touch him. She would have readily cute off the arm of anyone that tried to hurt him. He had been so much for her. He still was. Virain was her heart. It didn't matter that he was gone now, he still held her heart.
As she stared at the place where they had sat beneath Aisha's leaves she felt prickles at the backs of her eyes and knew tears were starting to form. Before she even had a chance to blink or close her eyes they dripped from the bottom lids and onto her cheeks. An uncontrollable response to the emptiness of her heart. Dem missed Virain. She wanted him and her other daughter back more than anything in the world but she knew by now that if they had not been found or returned on their own that there was little chance they would return in the near future.
A strangled sound of heartache escaped her and she moved toward the spot she had been staring at. It held one of her most precious memory. The moment that she and her lover had had such faith in one another that they had called upon Aisha to bless them for the rest of their lives. When she reached that spot she stopped where Virain had sat and lowered herself to the ground. At first it was to tell herself that she would never lose those memories but the tears grew more bountiful. V'demhe placed one hand on the ground and the other to her chest where her heart ached. "Virain... Galene..." A gut wrenching whisper of pain spoke their names and she sat for a long time afterwards in silence.
When a few hours had passed and her tears were dried and only the sound of rustling leaves could be heard she took a deep breath and raised her head to look at Aisha. Her pain was known by her goddess, she knew that, not only did she believe that Aisha could sense it she had just displayed her grief at her mother tree's very feet. A breeze moved her braid along her back and kissed the salt that clung to her cheeks, coaxing her to shift her position and lower her head to the ground. Once she was humble enough she lifted up just enough to speak to her goddess.
"Aisha.. if it please you to help the ache I feel from their absence.. I beg you to bless me with a child in his image. My sweet Virain was worthy of you once." Dem knew that her plea would likely fall on deaf ears since Virain's voice was not added in. She would not get a bloom like she had gotten before. There would be no other waterbug gifted into her life. Still... she had to try. "He is gone from me, Aisha. I cannot find my love but surely you can tell I am sincere. Grant me another child like him so that my pain will lessen." Her hands gripped the grass in front of her tightly as if she were grabbing onto her mother's robes, though she did not pull. Instead V'demhe rested where she was, the ache in her heart laid out before Aisha, and stayed vulnerable as she waited for some sign that her great mother had heard her cries.
In truth she did not think that her mother tree would respond to her. Not only did she lack her mate, the very one she wanted to have a child made from his image, but there was something weird going on in the world and it might not be safe for blooms. Let alone a youngling. Not that she couldn’t keep a child safe, she had been doing so for many many years and not just her own but those she chose to adopt. In the long run she guessed she could always adopt more kids who were in need but they would not be like her Masika and Galene. They would not have traces of Virain in their looks. V’demhe never looked at her other children differently but she knew deep down that wished for her mate to return to her. The family she envisioned having with him was too far out of reach now so she wanted to make more of a family that fit her.
She felt selfish for even asking for another child since she had so many already and there were more out there that had lost parents due to conflicts but Dem couldn’t help it. Being home, being back on the isles, and seeing the very place where she and her lover had begged for the start of their family, for the validation from Aisha that they were worthy… it all came back to her and made her want to seek the very same blessing again. Perhaps it was wrong of her but she couldn’t help the strong pull that she felt. After all these years without Virain she wanted to try and heal the gap that was left by his absence.
V’demhe rose her head once more to look at her mother tree. “Please, Aisha, end my suffering.. Grant me a bloom with the likeness of my lost lover.” In this private moment she felt a sense of weakness that she had never felt previously and knew that if it were seen by any of her sisters they would likely look down upon her. Still, after giving one last vocal plea Dem closed her eyes and lowered her head back down to deal with her feelings in silence.
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Posted: Fri May 29, 2020 7:33 pm
▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ ✧✧✧ Bright FutureWorld Event - Amazon - ( 5pts )
Link - Solo
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Posted: Thu Aug 06, 2020 8:02 pm
▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ ✧✧✧ Moon SongPRP - Amazon - ( 10pts )
Link - With Kiyelt
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Posted: Sun Sep 27, 2020 1:48 pm
▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ ✧✧✧ Whoa, you're tall!PRP - Amazon - ( 5pts )
Link - With Lynx
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2022 6:11 pm
▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ ✧✧✧ PickpocketWorld Event - Amazon - ( 5pts )
Pickpocket - With Tytus
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2022 6:13 pm
▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ ✧✧✧ It's a hot onePRP - Amazon - ( 5pts )
Hot one - With Tytus
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Posted: Mon Apr 03, 2023 4:57 pm
▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ ✧✧✧ You've Grown!PRP - Legendary - ( pts )
You've grown - With Draven (Played by Kesmi)
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