Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 811 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 138 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.5%	[ 152 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 117 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.1%	[ 280 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 270 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 169 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 82 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 759 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2778 ]

[no scheisse]

there we go, everything falling apart because i fail to keep it all together myself. again.

[no scheisse]

im supposed to be perfect.

oh well. fail again.

[no scheisse]

where is anything sharp anymore.

[no scheisse]

i wish i never tried again. a year ago, i should have just ended everything. i would've been at peace. not happy, but at least NOT as miserable as i am now.

i feel ruined by being unhappy. everything, is ruined. i cant get it back. ********.



just, ********. unhappiness steals everything from me.



i swear to ******** god, everything.

[no scheisse]

i ruined my life..........i ruined it. its just over. every chance i keep giving myself. always feels over already.

[no scheisse]

why did i ******** keep going just to keep being unhappy lol

[Butcher]

rolleyes rolleyes rolleyes

I'll never not be pissed off
over this absolute idiot.

[no scheisse]

it didnt even need to get this bad. it didnt need to. i didnt think i was that bad of a person that had to face stuff like this that seems so out of anger.

that i dont know how to deal with it anymore. if people are all capable of doing this to me, then maybe you need to stop and wonder if trusting anyone is a good idea.

[no scheisse]

idk how to face this level of anger all alone. it feels like i am responsible for such a huge thing i did not create. idk if i helped create it.

you made me angry too.

you all make me angry.

[no scheisse]

how am i supposed to respond when i feel like im just being attacked over and over

and for ******** what, trying to live?

[no scheisse]

i didnt do this....i didnt do this to anyone.

[no scheisse]

this isnt my fault. i didnt ask for any of this to keep happening to me. i keep being nice just so she will stop yelling.......and even now, it never pays off to just be nice.

to not make a problem out of anything, to not say anything.

it all blows u p in my face

[no scheisse]

im sorry....not only can i just not live like this, but i wont

[Butcher]

I'm very tired and very irritated.
I'm not going to make dinner.
And now that I think about it,
wonder what happens when
I don't get home until midnight.

[madderFox]

i'm tired of pretending things don't bother me.
that's all really.