Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 813 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 139 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.5%	[ 152 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 117 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.1%	[ 281 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 272 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 170 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 82 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 760 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2786 ]

[mewkittyy]

my dreams last night were all over the place.
but he loves to hear about them.

he wants me to keep a dream journal and then expand some into short stories.
idk if they’re that interesting..

he said he’s starting to feel kinda sick. damnit. I did say he could come over and I’ll take care of both our sick asses.

[Misanthropic Majesty]

I didn't go to the clinic (big surprise rolleyes ) and now I'm feeling even worse than before.

I don't like going to the doctor because they're so dismissive and often hit me with "we can't really prescribe anything for you, comeback if it gets worse" and then that means the time, energy, and potential money spent to go was wasted. :/
But I'm spiking a fever, have been all day, and I'm still not sleeping because of it all.
Guess I'll go tomorrow if I don't feel better.
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Mm... I don't like thinking about the implications. Speak your truth; you know I'm aware.

[Misanthropic Majesty]

I don't understand the point of the games anymore.
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BUT WE PASSED THAT WORK EXPERIENCE CLASS BAYBEEE
lessgooooooo! emotion_brofist
oneclassleftoneclassleft
ONECLASSLEFTONECLASSLEFT!
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Was also reminded that there's a mushroom bar in the house for me to try while on break, but here I am, already slightly hallucinating between the fever, OTC meds, and sleep deprivation
emotion_awesome

[LittIe Songbird]

For a moment I forget just how dark and cold it gets.
All I've ever known is how to hold my own…

But now I want to hold you, too.

[Knight of Void]

everything will work out in the end, right???? um????????? right??????????????????????

[Dizzmae]

i get to sleep in my own bed tonight yum_puddi !

[Butcher]

Thank you Justin for blessing me
with the face of my mannn.
I love Dean Winchester. heart

[Sheepyxchan]

You were in my dream last night
I could hear you screaming, crying, arguing.
But we haven't spoken. I'm not sure if I can even reach out to you
I just hope you're okay

This is weird. It feels weird.
I'm very anxious about it
Please say something soon, so I know that you're alright.

[Frozen Mascara]

I knew it was an hallucination when I saw a bright purple snake rapped around the toilet bowl with bright yellow eyes.
Not sure if this pain medication could be any stronger

[danndelion]

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debating on evacuating to my parents' before the storm hits.
they're still in the predicted area, but they're at a higher elevation.
probably better to be up on a mountain
than in the valley next to the river, lake, & dam lol.
idk tho.

so glad i got something to take for the anxiety.
i'd be going ******** nuts right now.

━━━━━━━━━━⚝☾⋆⭒˚｡⋆

[no scheisse]

lol i told her i was feeling suicidal and she told me to SHUT UP. just &shut up, b***h&...what the ********



so yeah this is gonna get me so kicked from the practice.....

then i told her i have to call a hotline, which im considering doing because im also considering just ending my life currently. and shes like, &i just wish you ******** cared about me&


caring about you, is what is absolutely killing me. because caring about you, requires giving up my entire life and my emotions to just DO whatever you want me to.

******** yourself and die.

[no scheisse]

i will NEVER forget that you said these things. you cant take them back.

[no scheisse]

i dont know how someone who knows what abuse is like, can turn around and say these things to their own kid.

its evil.