MockingI3ird
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- Posted: Sun, 22 Jan 2012 14:49:39 +0000
Aiva Ghesto....
You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
But I never thought I'd live to see it break
Aiva stared at him for a moment. "You really want to know?" She asked blankly and tried to think of where to start... "Well I'm a shapeshifter so it's never a pleasant change... Uh" she guessed it would be best to start with the transformation... She winced a little at the thought. "Have you ever seen a werewolf movie? Well it's kinda like that but not gross.. Well it is gross but not..." She was having a hard time explaining it to him.. "So when it first happens, it starts with heat coming from within and then it spreads, sometimes you can stop it and sometimes you can't.." Her eyes flashed down to the ground quickly. "And once it starts, all of your bones start forming differently.. Some have to come out of their joints just to go back properly so that you end up whatever animal you are born to be. I'm a leopard but I met this person who could change into three different animals so..." She shrugged softly and looked back up to him. "But once I change, the world is completely different. Instincts kick in and I can feel everything on my whiskers... Taste the air when I breathe and I can hear so much better... Aunts running along the ground, birds in the trees.." She knew she was rambling on now but she couldn't stop herself. "Hunting is the strongest instinct and protection is the second... Anger is usually what triggers it but once I've done the damage... I just end up feeling weak and hatred at myself that I just change back.. Usually I don't like to change back because it hurts still and I'm still sore from going into that form... Also, human emotions like sadness come on a lot stronger than a wild animal that is ment to kill." She realized what she had admitted to him and took in a shakey breath.
(( OutOfChocolate: ))
You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
But I never thought I'd live to see it break
Aiva stared at him for a moment. "You really want to know?" She asked blankly and tried to think of where to start... "Well I'm a shapeshifter so it's never a pleasant change... Uh" she guessed it would be best to start with the transformation... She winced a little at the thought. "Have you ever seen a werewolf movie? Well it's kinda like that but not gross.. Well it is gross but not..." She was having a hard time explaining it to him.. "So when it first happens, it starts with heat coming from within and then it spreads, sometimes you can stop it and sometimes you can't.." Her eyes flashed down to the ground quickly. "And once it starts, all of your bones start forming differently.. Some have to come out of their joints just to go back properly so that you end up whatever animal you are born to be. I'm a leopard but I met this person who could change into three different animals so..." She shrugged softly and looked back up to him. "But once I change, the world is completely different. Instincts kick in and I can feel everything on my whiskers... Taste the air when I breathe and I can hear so much better... Aunts running along the ground, birds in the trees.." She knew she was rambling on now but she couldn't stop herself. "Hunting is the strongest instinct and protection is the second... Anger is usually what triggers it but once I've done the damage... I just end up feeling weak and hatred at myself that I just change back.. Usually I don't like to change back because it hurts still and I'm still sore from going into that form... Also, human emotions like sadness come on a lot stronger than a wild animal that is ment to kill." She realized what she had admitted to him and took in a shakey breath.
It's getting dark, and it's all too quiet
And I can't trust anything now
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake
And I can't trust anything now
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake
(( OutOfChocolate: ))