Profexia
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- Posted: Mon, 14 Apr 2014 11:28:46 +0000
Ohhmaru-Concoo-Tanoweichi
Profexia
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Username: Profexia
Reading Your Are Ordering: Full Moon Lunatic
Question(s) or Focus: I'd like to know about my love life really, where is it heading, what should I be prepared for in the future, am I going to be lucky or will it fail, etc...
Emotion's on the question: Optimistic
Animal: Cat
Number: 14
Tarot card: Temperance
Iv linked each card to the site i used for training. Go ahead and read over the Love Category and the General before you read my reading please.
#1:The inquirer: present day. 2 of pentacles: The Gipsy
balance and harmony with effort, handling multiple situations
#2: Past influences 9 of pentacles: The wanderer and her pet
material good fortune, a wealthy and independent female, pet lover
#3: Subconscious influences Page of pentacles: The craftsmen
young student eager to learn, inventive mind
#4: Secret desires and wishes 6 of pentacles: The giver
charity, gifts, sharing one's wealth, material generosity
#5: Hidden forces Page of sword: The spy
insight, perception, intuitive, keeper of secrets
#6: Events yet to come 5 of pentacles: The fleeing women
material hardship, homelessness, poverty, a lost soul
#7: Surrounding environment 4 of pentacles: The lier and the greedy
one who is tight with money, greedy, selfishness, putting material gain over all else, a miser
#8: Influences of others Ace of wand": The mother
creativity, passionate love, birth, new life potential, good things about life begin
#9: Spiritual forces The empress: The queen
Strong female figure, Fertility, Maternal
#10: Final outcome 9 of sword: The choice to come.
anxiety, worry, stress, misery, despair
Notes: From what I'm able to gather you've had it easy for a while now. Beyond the normal everyday stress and requirements of day to day life things have gone for the most part smoothly? But it seems you have started down a road that may unbalance this life style you have grown accustomed to. Though the possibility stands that you are aware of this change and are allowing it willingly that i can not say.
Beware the Page of sword as he comes with a fault truth and seeks to spread your wealth among his own of for himself. But do not be afraid to spread it your self. Right now your card is the Gipsy ( 2 of pentacles ). Some see her as a thief and a lair but she is also a kind and understanding person. She seeks not to "steel" but to provide for those less fortunate. Though her means can be .. questionable. For you i see that someone has implanted a great number of values into you that you can use to the advantage of others and that you have honed those skills to a sharp point.
This wouldn't be a problem has the Page of sword not taken notice of your ability's. Now he seeks to exploit you for his own gain. But do not fear him for he will use lies and tricks to do this. Acting as a friend he will try and take from you then refuse to "Uphold" his end of the deal.
But you have two powerful allies at this time. The ace of wands and the empress. Both seek your protection and growth. Look to them ether in your future ... or your past for the guidance you need but do not rely on them.
Ultimately its becomes your job to pick your battles and allies. Because in the end that's the difference between a clean victory and a dirty battle of attrition. But within the conflict i can see a light you have not. Perhaps love is not your goal at this time. You said you had 2 question you wanted to ask but the cards seem to have ignored your questions over love and attraction and selected a more important matter to speak to you with.
Perhaps the cards are telling you something i don't yet see? Perhaps you have a person in mind whom you find your self gravitation to? Now is a time to take value of that person. You need to step back a second. Look around you and think about who this person is, their past, present and future. Just because its the world largest diamond doesn't mean you need to try and hold onto it if the ship is sinking ... That persons value is worthless to you if their goals would sink your boat.
Tell me what this all means to you and maybe i can cast more light then i have already?
the last part of your note is spot on actually like wow. i do actually have a person in my mind, they've recently came back to my mind actually and started to consume my thoughts. everytime they come back (a family friend comes to visit) all the memories and past roll back with them and before they come i'd be dandy and fine but when they come back ii feel like im battling something, like a lost battle somehow, i'd try to ignore them, not give them my attention because they've taken enough attention from me, yet i still fall for the same trap every time and it brings be down with it. now about them, ive known them for quite a bit actually, 5-6 years too. now before i was attracted to that person we were normal friends, but then all of a sudden i had this weird attraction to them (in a romance way) and since then things have been going wrong for me, because i would get nervous around them and even get jealous when i see them having fun or enjoying their times with someone else, get sad and mad when they ignore me, etc. and i've been negative about it too. the reason why i haven't approached them is because they're taken and they're straight, so i cant risk my approach to ruin what i have with them now, and with all honesty i actually want it to end, like i want to let go of them and like stop looking at them that way, because everytime i see that person, my heart aches. because well, they're the first ever person i actually like, fell for, fell for hard too. i used to see them as a perfect creature of nature and his personality is perfect and yeah basically what you said, a diamond, but they were sinking my ship holding onto them so i want to let go and i can get my ship back up and sailing. and im trying to let go but im having difficulties but im getting there. 4laugh so them being on my mind gets me all agitated and i get mixed signals and that usually gets me distracted a lot, makes me stop thinking right and get stuck in a hole on the road im walking in.
