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As Roy awoke, his vision was still splotched with violet and blue hues, which accompanied his splitting headache. He could still feel his inner demons trying regain control, though with each passing second he knew that they wouldn't be again. As Roy waited for his vision to clear, he noted that his wrists had been strapped down to the chair he was in currently. After what he'd did under Loki's control, Roy figured he deserved to be.
The sound of a door opening caught his attention now and as he looked up he saw blond hair and blue eyes.
"Cassy?" The whispered words left his mouth before he could stop them and he received a quizzical look from the blond he now recognized as Zayne Thordottir. Roy hung his head as she slowly approached him,
"I'm sorry. So sorry."
Zayne hadn't been gone from the room long, but when the young goddess returned her favorite medic was stirring. As she entered the room though it seemed that he'd mistaken her for someone else. It was the name of a person she hadn't heard before and couldn't remember ever hearing the name since her arrival on base. Slowly she approached Roy and sat down on the bed that was next to the chair Roy was strapped to.
"I do not know who this Cassie is, but I can try to find her for you." Zayne offered, though she felt a little irritated about the request. If Cassie meant so much to Roy then why wasn't she here with him now?
Roy shook his head no,
"My Cassie...died two years ago now."
Oddly Zayne felt relieved at hearing that and instantly felt ashamed for having felt so. She looked away from Roy and a silence fell over them for a moment. She could hear in Roy's voice that he had obviously cared a great deal for 'his Cassie'.
"I am sorry. I did not know...how are you fairing?"
"I...I don't know." Roy whispered after a few minutes of contemplation. He clearly remembered everything he had said and done and felt while under Loki's spell. His hands curled into fists though the binding on his wrists started digging into his skin at the action. The only reason he wasn't in a proper cell was because of who his father and step mother was, though Roy thought he deserved to be locked up. He had done and said monstrous things to the people he cared for the most.
Zayne watched Roy silently as silence fell over them again. She watched his face contort in guilt and shame. And saw his hands curl into fists and pull slightly against the bindings. Her heart went out to him and she felt a strong urge to try and lessen his pain. She had heard how her uncle's spell damaged the psyche of it's victims. One hand reached out to hold his fisted hand while another she placed gently against his cheek and turned his face towards her.
"Dearest Roy, I swear by the Allfather that you will be alright."
At her touch Roy leaned into it as she turned his head to look at her. He half smiled at her words, but then her hand left his face and she began untying the bonds.
"What are you doing? They restrained me for a reason Zayne."
"You would not hurt me. I am well trained in the art of War." Zayne replied simply, continuing to untie the restraints on both wrists and feet. Once that task was accomplished, Zayne smiled kindly and sat back down on the bed.
"There, that is better."
"How can you say that? You have no idea how I was acting." Roy said agitatedly alternately rubbing each wrist because the bounds had been tied a little too tight.
The unnerving creature's words echoed in her mind again at Roy's question:
'hateful and sadistic creature, impressively so'.
"That was all my uncle's do-"
"No it wasn't!" Roy snapped his hands tightly gripping the arm rests of the chair and turned his furious gaze on her.
"That damned spell brought out and made me feel things I had locked away. Hateful things that I had forced myself to accept because there was nothing I could do to change it." He paused pushing himself up and out of the chair.
"Zayne...I was well aware of my actions and I had meant every damn word that had left my mouth."
Zayne wasn't too sure what to say here.
"...Dearest Roy," she began softly as she stood and walked to stand before him. This was the closest Zayne had ever been to Roy. She reached out placing one hand on his cheek,
"I will stand beside you and we will face your demons together." As she finished speaking, they stayed standing close to one another, with Zayne's hand still on Roy's cheek. A blush began to color Zayne's cheeks and she retracted her hand. However as soon as she did that, Roy's hand reached up to grasp the back of her neck and leaned his face closer to Zayne's. Roy hesitated a moment before their lips met.
The kiss was short, though sweet. Roy was first to break the kiss and stepped back a little ways, retracting his hand from Zayne's neck.
"I'm sorry, I..."
Zayne was grinning as she once more walked over to Roy. Though short, the kiss hadn't been bad and it had confirmed her own feelings for the Midgardian male.
"Please do not apologize, Dearest Roy. I thank you for the kiss." She giggle slightly as Roy looked questioningly at her. It was apparent that he didn't expect this reaction from her. She leaned a little closer to Roy, her hands laced together behind her back,
"Though I do wonder if there was anything behind it...?"
Roy's features first shifted to utter shock and his cheeks warmed slightly, but then his face contorted in such guilt that he turned away from Zayne. Since Cassie's death two years ago, Roy had held desperately onto the love the two of them had shared and his work had consumed him to the point that he always got so little sleep. Though, the moment that Zayne had entered his life...it was like a hurricane had rammed into him at full force. He would always love Cassandra Lang... but perhaps it was time to move on?
Zayne leaned back, giving Roy some space as he turned from her. Her smile stayed in place even as she felt that this could be a rejection. If she was upset by his actions Zayne did not show it outwardly. "I can not begin to understand the trials you have gone through and I do not pretend to. I only hope to help you through and heal the damage done and then I will leave Midgard..." Her voice was soft and understanding as Zayne trailed off.
"I should go inform Lady Hill that you have awoken." However as she now turned and began to walk towards the door, Roy's hand suddenly reached out to grip her arm.
"After Cassie died, I was devastated. Working constantly and shutting everything else out seemed to be the only way i could cope." Zayne didn't turn around as Roy spoke, but she didn't pull away either.
"I didn't think I would be able to...love any one like I loved Cassie in a million years...but then you came down from Asgard. Since the first day you spent on base, I can't get you out of my head. I'll be getting breakfast and I'll search for your face first in the cafeteria. Or I'll be working and I'll wonder where you are and what you're doing." Roy paused again and his hand fell from her arm. When he spoke again his voice was softer,
"... I just can't help feeling that by loving you I'm betraying Cassie."
Zayne slowly turned to face Roy and smiling gently, pulled him into a tight hug. Now that she knew that her feelings were reciprocated, It didn't matter to Zayne how long she would have to wait for Roy to be ready. After a moment Zayne felt Roy hesitantly return her embrace and her smile only grew bigger. She thought perhaps she should say something more to him, something comforting and Zayne opened her mouth to just that. However, she closed it again without saying a word, thinking that words might spoil this moment between them. Instead, Zayne held him a little tighter and continued to smile.
As their embrace came to an end, it was Zayne who pulled back first.
"I will be by your side until you are ready, Dearest Roy."
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