Hikarulawl
You're lucky your neurological disorder is actually acknowledge. Dyslexia, Dyspraxia, and Dyscalculia. Most people barely knows what Dyslexia is. Almost everyone don't even have a clue what the other two are. You should be glad you are currently the subject of "fascination." That just means you are getting the necessary help/accommodation for your disorder.
I wish it worked like that. Ppl might ahve heard of it before, and even express willingness to help, but time and again, as soon as i start actually, you know,
acting autistc, allistic ppl get confused, frustrated, even angry at me.
I can understand your frustration with a lack of awareness, but. Well, not all awareness is
good. Most mentions of autism now are either scare tactics or inspiration porn. Each situation - anonymity vs bad press - has its own problems, and can't really be compared.
So, im sorry ppl with those conditions struggle to get recognition. But lets not pit neurodivergence against each other, ok?