Ristar Black
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- Posted: Mon, 07 Jan 2019 02:19:55 +0000
His comment on her Aunt went by without a response. On this particular topic, she sided with Ri. Part of her blamed him for what had happened to her mother, and what she had been put through. If he had been home, or hadn't been so wrapped up in his work, then her mother would still be alive. She wouldn't have been tortured and tormented for information she had no knowledge of. If he had been more aware of what he was doing, of who his company was messing with, then Alice wouldn't have had to watch her mother die in her arms. Plain and simple, in her book.
When he asked about the journal, her eyes softened ever so slightly. Yes, she still had the book he had given her. It had been her link to him in the past, her bedtime story every night. Now, it was put away with the pictures of her family when she had been younger. She hadn't looked at it in quite some time, but she didn't bother telling him that. Alice simply listened to his ramblings and nodded her head in response.
"Well now, that was quite a lot to take in all at once. Let me see if I can filter through it and answer you as best I can." She started, her perfectly trimmed nails tapping ever so gently on the counter top as she went over his words in her head. "Concerning the journal, yes I do still have it. It was a gift so I have treated it accordingly over the years." Alice confessed, leaving out the bit about how she had listened to his voice for hours until she had fallen asleep. She didn't want to give him any reason to think she had a soft side towards him still.
"In all honesty, you demeanor hasn't really changed much throughout the years. Yes, you have buried yourself in your work and kept your distance from me, but that isn't much different than how you were before mom's passing. You were still gone a lot and when you were home you were often tired and not up for too much where I was concerned." Again, memories filtered back through her head of a time long ago. As a child, she never minded that he hadn't been up for running around the woods with her or playing any of the games she came up with. She had simply been happy to see him home and alive. She had often worried, much like her mother, that he would never come back to them one day. None of them had expected him to be the one that lived and Cass taken from them.
"As for you being cold and distant, it seems to be a trait I've inherited from you myself. It's actually come in handy over the years, if you must know." She confessed, giving him something that was both good and bad where she was concerned. "And finally, on the topic of you loving me and being sorry, you can stop. I never doubted how you felt towards me, or my mother. In fact, mom made it a point to tell me just how much you loved me whenever you were gone." More memories, the ghost of a smile on her lips, and the softness returned for a split second before the ice returned to her features. "An apology is no longer needed, since there was never one wanted. At least, not from me. Things happen in life for a reason, and you can either let it break you or bend around it. Aunt Ri broke, I bent. Easy as that." With her own little rant concluded, she shrugged her shoulders and finally gave in to the wine before her. The slight heat and sweet taste helped take the edge off her growing mood as she waited for him to respond to her words.
WITH;; Emryck and others || MOOD;; Growing tired || THOUGHTS;; 'I think that's the most I've said to him in probably my whole life....Weird...'