I find it hilarious how teenagers think high school is the end of it all.
It's practically the beginning.
It's sad that I think I'm so old when I'm only turning 20.I've only turned 18 recently.
There's so much more to life then this.
Yet it just feels like there's nothing left.
I felt like an idiot when I was dancing at her party last night.
I always feel like an idiot when I dance at parties.
Because I know I don't know how to.
That's why I sometimes wish I could drink just a little bit to let myself freaking relax.
It's not like everyone's watching me.
Geez.
Sometimes I do want to be over dramatic..
Sometimes I just want to scream.
"Is any body listening?
Can't anyone notice me?
Why am I so invisible to all of you."
But I've just given up.
I just wait for someone to finally realize that I am actually worth it.
I'm not like the rest.
I'm different.
You'll just have to look.