Dirty Little Secrets

[Butcher]

I don't want to post in the main thread
as long as Alexander is stalking it.

I don't really want to post at all anymore.

But I'm feeling an overwhelming amount of sorrow tonight
and I want to let it out.

So here I am.

[BellaNephilim]

Holy smokes.... this month is insane. Emotional ,busy, non stop.
Tree us up, decorations are out. The deep clean took a hot minute between work hours and volunteer times but it got done. Everything is holiday happy.
Shopping to figure out what gifts to get him has been a challenge.
After 300 chocolate covered pretzels, several dozen cookies, brownies, ect, they raised over 3k for the children for the holiday and honestly, it was worth to time.

My first time decorating a float was a HUGE success. Achievements unlocked 🔓
I get to take all these photos with Santa in all my elf costumes.

My feet are trashed after a weekend of parades, appearance events and hours of driving in between. The city lights parades ...are epically fun. The smiles the joy... I am so glad I keep getting invited to more things to do.

My heart still beats for him, and this should be a great end to a challenging year.

[BellaNephilim]

Squeeeee!!!

[Nephaele]

Ahhhhhhh wrapping presents has defeated given me my Christmas spirit.
Lots of gifts coming in and I’m so excited.
I got them all amazing things.
Got the guys very special things.
I can’t wait

[BellaNephilim]

I am so thrilled. I cannot wait. ♡
My hope has been in these days for so long.

[Nephaele]

I am.. finished and I feel better.
All my gifts are here and wrapped under the tree.
It makes me feel a lot better and takes some of the stress off of me.
Now I can focus on the memories with my family.

Fox’s birthday is in two days.
Excited but he is doing his typical “it’s just a day”
CMON MAN!

Ah, I really love the holidays.

[BellaNephilim]

He is the best present ever ♡
This year was so much, and knowing that there is a new year ready and waiting with all the possibilities of success and joy makes my heart leap.



There are so many squishmellows!!
When the angel tree kid says rhwy want them which ones do I get?? Answer!! As many as I can fit in the boxes 🤣🤔

[BellaNephilim]

He looked so handsome today . I wish I could have enjoyed that reese's cake and arcade with him.
♡ I hope mt love had a truly....special birthday 🎂

[Nephaele]

All the errands today.
I hated us having to go out, but we went early to get back at a decent time.
Vape shop, Walmart, petsmart, haircut, heb.
All were absolutely packed with people!
But hamburgers when we got home.
He hasn’t gotten into his ice cream cake yet, but he is drinking and having fun.
He has been playing video games since then, just resting and enjoying his day.
Not everything I’d like to do with him, but we had to stock up and get things done.
Tomorrow is shopping with the kids.
Just him and his step-kids.
Then Christmas right around the corner.
I can’t wait!
Maybe we can have a Dragon Bowl C and arcade date night soon!!

[BellaNephilim]

That is so weird....
Anyway.... we talked briefly about me visiting for the new year. I have driven through Knox before,hut never gotten to stay, so the idea of actually having time there to explore with my favorite person ia truly exciting.

Christmas has always been a mixed bag for me, I hope that from now on it can truly be something more special.

I know things have never been perfect, thise who say rhat are ... well living a great lie, but the future is what we male of it together. That's all we've ever said we wanted. Your Jeanne loves you dearly, and will always fight for our future♡

[Nephaele]

I’m not sure what you are talking about.
You have this obsession with my fiancé.
You know.. the ring I wear?

[Nephaele]

Decorating cookies with the family!

Spent the day cuddling with my fox while the kids watched Gundam with their dad.
Now we are making cookies and decorating them.
They got their Christmas pajamas and finished their advent calendars!
Can’t wait for in the morning when they get all their awesome presents.

One more year of a wonderful family.
Complete, happy, and full of love.

[Minztea]

Get off your stalker alt iku fakku, greg

[Nephaele]

Fox got me the most beautiful engagement ring for Christmas.
He picked out the perfect one for me.
I’m in love with it.

Legos, buildabears, pool stick.
Jeebus I was spoiled rotten this Christmas!

Merry Christmas everyone! I hope y’all have a wonderful one .

[Nephaele]

Are we really doing this again?
If you are going to try to copy me, actually try so you don’t look like a cheap knock off.