Dirty Little Secrets

[s u p e r h e r o f i e d]

too bad your graduating.
at least i'll still see you at our sisters softbal games.
i'm actually looking forward to them now. i'll do the best i can to get your attention.
though, it may work. it also may not.
so, even though you won't see this i love you
even thoughh i told everyone else that i didn't and they could stop tripping out because you'rea senior and it's the end of the year.

[kayla trash-]

i hate this.

[by starlight i know you]

it made me upset when you questioned me.
only because it was like this,
"just because you read s**t on the internet."

yeah, really?
act like i believe everything i read.
and either way, i've been researching nutrition.
reading books, studies, talking about it to my biology professor.
what the ******** do you know about a proper diet?
i know that plants have all the nutrients i need other than protein.
and for that, nuts & seeds, hello, hello!

why is it stupid to only eat raw fruits and veggies
when cooking them kills all of the nutrients?
why doesn't that make sense?
it's like you were offended by my diet choice or something.
which is totally ******** retarded.

[Music takedown]

I get to the point where I don't feel like it anymore.

There's this nothingness..
It's wrapping around me.

[kayla trash-]

holy s**t,
i really just can't handle that.

[rewind r e w i n d]

I like wearing man clothes.
Their jackets and scarves. (:
Yes, I like male clothing, on a female body.

It's just that they always give me funny looks when I go into the change rooms with it, and when I buy it.
:/

[kayla trash-]

somethings are coming together,
fitting together like a perfect puzzle.
somethings are falling apart,
and crushing me.


my heart hurts.

[kayla trash-]

i feel like i'm only put together on the outside.

[Argonon Kazama]

♥...[x][Im frozen to the core][x]...♥

A drunk Joshua is a funny Joshua. And my god did we get up to no good~

♥...[x][This feeling will not thaw][x]...♥

[Argonon Kazama]

♥...[x][Im frozen to the core][x]...♥

Oops. Wrong account.

♥...[x][This feeling will not thaw][x]...♥

[still lives sweet]

you are the unforecasted storm.

You're not responding. That's probably a good thing. At this point, I'm pretty sure you can tell that I'm a hopeless case.

[SnickerSnort]

Sometimes it feels like you're trying to force my chest to explode.
Well I hate to break it to you.
It's not going to, now or ever.
That doesn't mean I'm indestructable.
It just means no one gets to watch me writhe in agony.

[SnickerSnort]

kayla trash-

i feel like i'm only put together on the outside. Well, this is what works. Sue me.

[kayla trash-]

i'm still in love with you.
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