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- As much as Rosabella needed the interaction, needed to be supported, Damien's tender touch caused her to stiffen her shoulders. She couldn't see him but she was aware of the borders, boundaries, and rules she had placed, and very aware of them crumbling. But just as much as she was aware of what she should be doing, she was aware of the warmth that radiated from the toymaker's hands, the support he kneaded into her tight shoulder muscles, how fragile her own emotions were. Her posture didn't loosen, but she didn't tell him to snap either.
Her head hung as he admitted exactly the same conclusion she had come to. A trade. It was the only card left on the table. The slut might not be good for anything, but she knew from what her men had told her, that she was particularly useful to Antonio Moretti.
Antonio Moretti. She cursed the name. Had he never been born none of this would have happened. What a naive thought. Of course it would have. The Moretti's always had another heir, ready, waiting. It was the DeLuca family that lacked the right to hand down the power. Rosabella could still remember when her power had been fragile. When she had needed to hold every pristine bit of her in rigid control, simply to assert her own power. Back when she had been the first woman to take over the crime boss. Maybe her doubters had been right, maybe, after everything she had sacrificed, everything she would have to sacrifice, maybe they had been right to say she couldn't do the job. Aless would never have let Rosa go missing, would never have overestimated her sister's strength. But these thoughts were useless, they could do no good. Thinking of what ifs and could have beens, questioning her whole life, it was silly. It accomplished nothing.
Without realizing it she had relaxed into Damien's hands, had they been in his place, where they usually met, she might have turned and captured one to kiss. Might have allowed the tender moment to occur and build into something more. But she had to remember where she was, who she was, what was happening around her. Rosabella reminded herself of her fury, of her hatred, but it only seemed to make her want to shrink in on herself. Then Damien spoke again. The words brushed lightly against her ear in a small breath, his face close beside her, she might have missed them if the room weren't so quiet. They drew to mind a poem she had once seen spray painted on a road outside of Florence. Words to a lover. The only lover. Ti amo. Those were the words you were only suppose to say to one person. And he hadn't said them in his language. Nor in the language they shared - English. Instead he had crossed that line for her.
Rosabella swallowed. She wanted to say it back, but there were too many things fighting against her. Too many practical reasons. Not to mention he had hinted at something near exclusivity before this whole thing had started - and she had panicked. She didn't want to go back to fighting with him, she didn't want to lose him, but he had to know that while she might feel more inclined toward him than any other man she might have met, she just couldn't form the words.
Not more than a few breathes had quickly crossed Rosabella's own lips when there was a knock on her door, cutting through the moment, making Rosa stiffen under Damien's hands and a brief look of panic to cross her face. She didn't want to look at Damien, didn't want to show him that she couldn't have said it back, but she wanted him to understand. His feelings didn't go unreturned. She had forgiven him. Hadn't breaking the rules and composure her office forced on her, shown him that. He moved away, back to being the perfect solider he always was for her. But not before Rosabella grabbed his hand and lightly squeezed it, looking up into his eyes so he could clearly see the turmoil in her eyes. Damn the rules!
With a deep breath, the crime boss composed herself. Her face returned to its unreadable state as she crossed one trousered leg over the other and leaned slightly back as if everything were alright when clearly it was not. "Come in." She commanded, her lips pursing with slight displeasure when the hacker stepped through the door. Timid, shy, useless Mary Jane. Rosabella's eyes bore into the girl. With Aless gone, she felt no kinder toward her sister's charity case. Clearly the girl before her could not do her job. "Yes?" Her voice was annoyed, her eyebrows rising skeptically. What could the meek little thing possibly have done that would allow her to lose her normal sensibilities and venture to Rosabella's office?