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beatch50 Report | 06/22/2012 4:12 am
Thanks 4 buying the ink
NightWerewolf Report | 02/12/2012 12:16 pm
Thanks! mrgreen
passion_runsdeep Report | 10/04/2011 7:43 pm
ive been somewhat good smile things here and there but i do have alot to tel you ^.^ we alot to catch up on smile
passion_runsdeep Report | 10/04/2011 7:31 pm
dude ive missed you for soooo long i havent talked to you in sooooo long biggrin how have you been??
NutteSax Report | 09/08/2011 6:48 am
lol thanks. i remembered the straight as an arrow thing, so i wanted to make one that was saying i wasnt gay. almost paradoxical. (and the paradoxes are awesome! XD)
passion_runsdeep Report | 06/17/2011 2:38 pm
yea we did end up moving unfortunatly we moved twice so yea things did become really hectic now were currently living in germany XD its so beautiful buttttttt i cant wear shorts outside because the freaking weather is soooo bipolar razz
passion_runsdeep Report | 06/17/2011 8:54 am
yes its me ninetails biggrin thank goodness for a moment i thought everyone had forgooten about :/ i was going to cry :/ biggrin so how have you been again sorry i hadnt been on that much before :/
Virgate_is_Back Report | 06/17/2011 5:18 am
thank you bb im going to try to keep getting on as much as i can
passion_runsdeep Report | 06/16/2011 10:39 pm
awww i hope you hadnt forgotten about me i hadnt talked to you in the longest time ever im not normally on anymore :/ but i miss you biggrin
monckey77 Report | 06/16/2011 2:36 pm
I haven't gotten around to mod it, I should since I know pretty much a wide variety of coding languages >.<

Amin. Creoso Mellon!

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Last Login: 03/10/2014 4:08 pm

Registered: 09/20/2010

Gender: Female

Birthday: 12/19

some stuff to know. anything else, pm me

About Me:

'Yo. My username here is BSPBleach. Duh. Anyways, my name is bsp, you'll find it in all but one of my online accounts. It's also my signature. Because well, it's my name xd So, I'm agnostic. Lol pretty mcuh the only solid label I have. Sorry, you'll have to learn for yaself by talknig to me razz
I live outside of Baltimore, Maryland, have for around 8 years. Before that, I lived in England, and Kentucky. Moved around a bit more than that, but those didn't last for even a year so I never list them. I live with both parents, my twin brother, my younger sister and brother, and my baby girl (she's a 6 pound havanese ^w^). I'm attending Anne Arundel Community College for an Accosiates in Graphic Design, and looking for a business school to transfer to later even though I'm 16. Can't drive to my own classes v.v

Moping aside, yeah not much to really go into. Well there's a lot, lol I am 16, but nothing interesting or significant. I have a lot of interests and hobbies, and the attention span of a rubber band. That made more sense in my head ninja I am open minded, accepting, blah blah blah. Either I like you, or I don't. I don't give a crap what you are, just who. Important part that. Pretty much it, my DA is bspceriad.

wahmbulance Warnings: wahmbulance

1: I do not tolerate flamming, spamming, or other forms of rude misconduct. Abide by the ToS.
2: I can be very bi-polar/scichiphrenic-ish. This results in random behaviour and mood swings. You have been warned.
3: Sometimes I have increased apathy, so I may offend you or seem terse without intending too. I apologize. If you have a problem or argument against me, please talk to me about it. I don't like phaving people pissed. Especially at me.
4: I get sidetracked very easily. So if you need something from me, even if I say I'm doing it, you may have to remind me. A lot. I try, I do, but I can't help it x.x
5: I again, do not tolerate rude misconduct and will report you for it if it violates Gaia's ToS. If it isn't a violation of ToS, but is still rude......well then I'll still find a reason to report you. This is a site for adults and adults to be. Everyone should be civilized, and there is no reason not to be and act childish.
6: I can, and probably will, turn anything you say into a pervy joke or an argument against you. More fun that way biggrin
7: I will always defend my friends no matter what. Or why. That's just who I am, and my defiinition of friend and basic comrade behaviour.
8: I'm not that great at human interaction, so I may misunderstand you or miss you're meaning or intention entirely. I again apologize, you just have to explain simply, slowly, and blunlty. Very bluntly. No dropping hints. Even if I pick up on them, they'll be ignored as paranoid misconception.
9:As much of a liar as I am in real life, it's for my own preservation and I don't lie otherwise. So do not ever call me a liar. I do attempt to hold onto whatever shreds of honour I still have.
10: I know at least parts of 16 languages, so I may use unfamiliar words, especially if you RP with me, or read my status updates. Just ask about them, I will normally be willing to translate them. there's a few i won't, but you'll probably never see those.

Emailed Poem

-- ‘Twas the night before Christmas, and he lived all alone
In a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone.
I had come down the chimney with presents to give
And to see just whom in this home did live.

I looked all about and a strange sight did I see
No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree.
No stocking by the mantle, just boots filled with sand
On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land.

With medals and badges, awards of all kinds

A sober thought came to my mind
For this house was different, dark and dreary
It was the house of a soldier, I now could see clearly.

The soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone
Curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home.
The face was so gentle, the room in disorder
Not how I pictured a United States soldier.

Was this the hero of whom I had read?
Curled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed?
I realized the families I saw on this night
Owed their lives to this soldier who was willing to fight.

Soon ‘round the world the children would play
And grown-ups would celebrate a bright Christmas day.
They all enjoyed freedom, each month of the year
Because of the soldiers like the one laying here.

I couldn’t help wonder how many lay alone
On a cold Christmas Eve in a land from home.
The very thought brought a tear to my eye
And I dropped to my knees and started to cry.

The soldier awakened and I heard a rough voice
”Santa, don’t cry, this life is my choice.
I fight for freedom, I don’t ask for more
My life is my God, my Country, my Corps.”

The soldier rolled over and drifted to sleep
And I couldn’t control it, I started to weep.
I kept watch for hours, so silent and still
And we both shivered from the cold night’s chill.

I didn’t want to leave on that cold, dark night
This Guardian of Honor so willing to fight.
The soldier rolled over and with a voice soft and pure
Whispered, “Carry on, Santa, it’s Christmas Day, all is secure.”

One look at my watch and I knew he was right
Merry Christmas, my friend, and to all a Good Night.

This poem was submitted by a Soldier stationed in Iraq .
The following is his request. I think it is reasonable.....

"PLEASE. Would you do me the kind favor
of sending this to as many people
as you can? Christmas will be coming
soon and some credit is due to our
service men and women for our being able
to celebrate these festivities."

Let's try in this small way to pay a
tiny bit of what we owe. Make people stop and
think of our heroes, living and dead,
who sacrificed themselves.
Please pass it on to all your friends and family...
Seth Ford The Shadow Lord
Crelian Fratele
Rin Helios
Mandi Suga Candi
huggable ghost
ichigo shingami
Sindri The Herald
Dalaga Helios
Aero Diskence
Baine Oritaga
Super Judo Kami
Dimitri De Ragnorock
Noble Negative J3T
Lord Malikai
Narcissistic Nihilist
Kensashi Mitsurugi

My IRL brother (not nii-chan)


v-Amin nosse a mellon!! >///<

Shes mine too! -v

Thank You, CaroRuLushe!


hehe 'borrowed' this from Baine

Guardian Counselor





'You gotta problem?'
'Yeah. I got
dilusions of invincibility
paired with a strong homocidal
urge. And a kick your a** fetish.'


random friend req's, not so much.

Heather's Block of Awesome Sauce >:0

Thanks Seth! XD