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My title is a p***s; a fitting title for me as I like them. I plan, today, on writing a somewhat legnthy journal (rant, I guess you can call it) about the recent events happening inmy life as the coming school year becomes nearer. I have been on Gaia recently, even though had originally thought I'd be done with Gaia after my last journal of my story was "published." When I had written it I wasn't in the best of moods, making some of it seem very emo, but now that part is cut out and I'm somewhat happy with it. The ending could still use some improvement, but it's whatever. Me and Katy are friends again, I think. Haha, I'm not completely sure. I decide to quit acting like I was twelve and just leave what happened in the past in the past, but now I'm hurt again haha, big surprise there. I'm not completely sure why I'm writing this because I'm guessing only Katy and quite possibly Kota are gonna read this so I might as well just text them to tell them how I'm feeling currently but I feel like I'm getting something of my back by writing my emotions on here. It's almost theropy, in fact, when I'm a shrink I'm going to request that all my patients write an online journal to release all thier undelt with emotions haha. I'm telling you, it's a theropy! Got me some rockin new pants for back to school!! Yes!! Met an attractive boy yesterday, nothing came out of that, NO!!! Wait I should be listening to Pandora while writing this, hold on a min..... back!!! Love this song!!!!! Don't Make Me a Target by Spoon!!!!!! But (and I can start a sentense with but because this is no more than an interne blog) yeah I want a boyfriend so freakin bad!!!!! Gah!!! Just when I start to think, "hey maybe I'm fine by myself, for highschool at least," an opportunity seems to occur and I think, "oh meh god!!! Can life really be this good!!?? Can I really just get a boyfriend and econnect with my longest friend, spen an increasingly amout of time with my best friend who is always there when I fall but still lets me make my own mistakes (like a father figure to me, oddly enough) have two other best friends, and refriend someone who disliked me all summer???" Nope, not gonna happen, got my doinkin hopes up for nothing, I will continue to be single, wanting desperately to be in a relationship with pretty much anyone right now. FML, that is all.
yellowsubmarine1969 · Wed Aug 11, 2010 @ 02:07am · 5 Comments |
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