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This is also the first time I've been on Gaia in a long while. And, I happen to like the ending.
I know i've hurt you. I've tried to figure myself out the best I can. I still don't know who the hell I am. Things have changed.. alot. And, I hope you come on Gaia once again, just so you can see this comment.

I miss you Nyk. I feel terrible because I have a feeling when you think of me, you just think of how I'm some confused b***h. I don't want it to be that way.
I always think of all the fun we've had. When you lost your phone and we screwed around in Levin furniture. When we left early on the last day of school. When I go back and read old emails. All the times where I felt sad and confused and I turned to you first. I've had some of my best memories with you. When I'm talking to people about fun times, our malls trips always seem to come up in stories.
Yeah, we both go to different schools now. We've met new people. Been through our own experiences.
I'm hoping someday, hopefully soon. We can catch up.
I shouldn't of let us not talking go on for months.
I'm trying to get you to talk to me, hopefully it will be sooner rather than later. I hope I don't seem more of a freak now since I keep trying to talk to you.
I talked to my mom about this, and I think she's right. She just gets mad at me because I hurt you and you probably need time.

I got an urge to call you when I read your post. But, that be a rather stupid thing to do at this point of time. We had the best phone conversations! hehe.. (I've cut down on those alot by the way.)

Hopefully you read this, and we can at least talk, txt, or something...before summer ends. I don't want this silence to go on that much longer. But, I still respect you If you can't bring yourself to talk to me.

You're my one and only Brother. I miss you.

Sincerely, Katie

Ps.. Sorry.