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School Has Finally Began.. And I Still Have My Mind Stuck On Josh! I Can't Tell Him But Of Course, He'd Never Feel The Same Way.. I Tell All My Friends This, And They Just Say "There's Plenty Of Other Fish In The Sea" Of Course I Slap Them And Say "I Want Josh, Not A Damn Fish Foo'!" Anyway, I Know What They Mean, But Really I Do Want Him Back.. I Just Don't Know How To Tell Him And Since Him And 'Autumn' (His Old Gf) Broke Up It Might Be Easier. When I Think About It I Actually Don't Want To Go Back Out With Him.. But Then Again I Love Him And Want To Be With Him, I Don't Know.. It's All So Confusing. I Use To Cry When I'd Think About How Hse To Say That He loved Me And He Always Would And Then Telling His New Girlfriends The Same Thing. It Sucks How Much Pain And 'Misery' He Put Me Through And For Me To Still Even Have Feelings For Him At All, I Just Can't Let Him Go.
A Few Boys At My School Have Asked Me Out In The Last Few Days, I Told Them All No Because At The Time I Had A Boyfriend, But Anyway... I'm Starting To Have Feelings For Some Of Them, And Even Deeper Feelings For Josh.
-There's A Boy Named 'Trever Bossie' Who I've Had A Cruch On Since 2nd Grade Who ASked Me Out A Few Days Ago Who I'm Kinda Geting Use To, I Enjoy Having Him Around, Ya Know? He Sits Right Next To Me In One Of My Classes And We Pass Notes And Talk And Just Look Over At Each Other And Blush All Day, It's Kinda Funny.
-There's Also A Boy Named 'Cody' Now This One I Went Out With For About A Year, He Baught Me A Ring For Last V-Day, And I Still Have The Ring Put In A Special Spot, Because I Still Have Deep Feelings For Him, He's Like My Best Friend! I Can Tell Him Just About Everything, Well Except My Feelings I Still Have For Him.
-And Then Of Course There's Josh. Now He's Different.. He's 14 And Goes To A Diff. School And Everything, But I Went Out With Him For Close To A Year Also. I Still Have Very Deep Feelings For The Guy, But Don't Have The Guts To Tell Him. It's Hard Geting My Mind Off Of Him! I Mean.. When I'm Thinking Of .. Soup For Ex. I'll End Up Thinking Of Josh, It's So Weird. And In Class, When I'm TRYING To Do My Work, I'll Be Thinking Of... 6+90 Right.. And SOMHOW I'll End Up Thiking Of Josh.. Like Always. A N Y W A Y Z I'm Running Out Of Words, And I Have To Go Somewhere, So.. I'll See You All Next Entry. ^_^
D.e.p.r.e.s.s.i.o.N. · Sun Aug 21, 2005 @ 04:48am · 0 Comments |
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