Last Night As We Always Do Me And Josh, My X Got Into It. That Night A Guy Had Asked Me Out, I Said Yes. Me And Josh Weren't Really Talking Much That Day.. But He Poped Up And Said 'I'm Glad Your Not Single' I Was Really Happy That He Was Glad For Me, He's Never Said Anything Like That To Me. And Then He Began To Call Me Skank As If Just Because I Had Found Someone I'm A Skank. That Is So Immature, I Told Him That I Thought He Was Immature, He Said 'No u r' And Then He Started Calling Me Other Names Such As 'Monkeyass' Believe It Or Not I Wasn't Hurt By Anything Other Than The Whole 'Skank' Thing. I Actually Went Crying To My Room.... Once Again. For Your Imformation, I Go Crying To My Room Every Night Because Of Him. I Really Don't See How He Does It.. I'm Just To Damn Emo. Well Anyway I Did Block Him After That And I Began To Finally Stop Crying. I Went To Bed Hugging My Old Teddy Bear, I Don't Know Why But When I Get Emotional At Night I Always End Up Falling Asleep With One Of The Two Teddy Bears I Do Have. It's A Bit Sad, But Oh Well... It Helps. Anyway That Is What Happend, And I Have Desided I Will Not Come Running Back To Him.. He Has Hurt Me Way To Many Times. I'm Going To Move On. I Can't Even Believe I Still Love Him, I Guess You Never Really Forget Your First Love After All.
D.e.p.r.e.s.s.i.o.N. · Thu Jul 28, 2005 @ 06:18pm · 1 Comments |