Lol. I'm soo bored...You seriously have no idea...But the good news is...I'm getting purple streaks in my hair! Yay!!! Makes me happy...And I might even get a cartilage peircing, which also makes me happy. Tee hee
Random fact: Autosexual is finding yourself sexually attractive...Basically narcissicism, but instead of being in love with yourself, you want to screw your own brains out. mrgreen
Isn't that pleasant?
Random news from me: I'm surprised. I expected to be crying my eyes out because I don't get to spend time with Nolan, or Kylie, or anybody really. Instead, I'm bouncing around in the happiest mood I've been in for god-only-knows how long. Tha's just great. I'm kinda using this week as self-improvement time, you know, learning to say, "******** the world, I'll do what I bloody well please" and "I don't care what you think of me" and meaning it...Instead of just saying it and crying about it later. I think that doing what I want, like shopping, the purple streaks, and the maybe peircing will all add to my self-esteem, and make me feel more comfortable being just me. Cause, I'm tired of trying to be what every one expects me to be. It's very stressful and tiring. 3nodding
The one song that Nolan posted in his journal not too many posts ago, Justify, is what I want to be able to use as my kind of example opinion. Mostly just the lne "I do not have to justify the way I live my life. I do not have to justify the reason I'm alive." because that's a very good line to live by.
Why should I give reasons for what I do and how I live? Why do the homosexuals, the polygamists, the whores. the ravers, the swingers, the polyamorists, anybody that does anything that isn't considered "normal" by society's standards have to make excuses for the way they are? They should be able to say, "Yeah I"m -insert title here- and I"m proud of it." They should have to explain why they are. Right? Right.
So, I'm gonna start just being me, and say "******** you" to anyone that has a problem with it. Cause I'm the girl that likes purple and peircings, and dances odd little jigs in parking lots, hallways, or grocery lines, who listens to her music just a little too loud, who likes to eat, who hates to work out alone, who likes to make other people laugh and smile and to be the shoulder you can cry on and not expect much teasing for it until you are much better and can tease me back. 3nodding I'm not some quiet little bookworm that doesn't look anyone in the eye, and follows society's rules. And I am tired of letting everyone think that. I am loud, obnoxious, a prankster, and I love to shop. I love to flirt, with girls or boys. Gender isn't important. I'm not gonna decide who to date and who not to date simply based on what is or isn't between their legs. xd
So, let me introduce you to the new me! She's likely to hug-tackle you on sight, so be ready to meet the ground as well. mrgreen
Random fact: Autosexual is finding yourself sexually attractive...Basically narcissicism, but instead of being in love with yourself, you want to screw your own brains out. mrgreen
Isn't that pleasant?
Random news from me: I'm surprised. I expected to be crying my eyes out because I don't get to spend time with Nolan, or Kylie, or anybody really. Instead, I'm bouncing around in the happiest mood I've been in for god-only-knows how long. Tha's just great. I'm kinda using this week as self-improvement time, you know, learning to say, "******** the world, I'll do what I bloody well please" and "I don't care what you think of me" and meaning it...Instead of just saying it and crying about it later. I think that doing what I want, like shopping, the purple streaks, and the maybe peircing will all add to my self-esteem, and make me feel more comfortable being just me. Cause, I'm tired of trying to be what every one expects me to be. It's very stressful and tiring. 3nodding
The one song that Nolan posted in his journal not too many posts ago, Justify, is what I want to be able to use as my kind of example opinion. Mostly just the lne "I do not have to justify the way I live my life. I do not have to justify the reason I'm alive." because that's a very good line to live by.
Why should I give reasons for what I do and how I live? Why do the homosexuals, the polygamists, the whores. the ravers, the swingers, the polyamorists, anybody that does anything that isn't considered "normal" by society's standards have to make excuses for the way they are? They should be able to say, "Yeah I"m -insert title here- and I"m proud of it." They should have to explain why they are. Right? Right.
So, I'm gonna start just being me, and say "******** you" to anyone that has a problem with it. Cause I'm the girl that likes purple and peircings, and dances odd little jigs in parking lots, hallways, or grocery lines, who listens to her music just a little too loud, who likes to eat, who hates to work out alone, who likes to make other people laugh and smile and to be the shoulder you can cry on and not expect much teasing for it until you are much better and can tease me back. 3nodding I'm not some quiet little bookworm that doesn't look anyone in the eye, and follows society's rules. And I am tired of letting everyone think that. I am loud, obnoxious, a prankster, and I love to shop. I love to flirt, with girls or boys. Gender isn't important. I'm not gonna decide who to date and who not to date simply based on what is or isn't between their legs. xd
So, let me introduce you to the new me! She's likely to hug-tackle you on sight, so be ready to meet the ground as well. mrgreen
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