sad Well, the break up is going as smoothly as could be, I think. She's the one having problems detaching...
I got my feelings hurt though, when she told me not to call her when her parents are home. It kinda hit home, that I'm not worth that much trouble to her. She never stuck up for me, after all.
But she told me that she finally stood up to her mother. And I knew her mother would say what I knew she was nowhere near beyond : "If you live under my roof, then you live by my rules..." It's a little harder now. It's a little harder to be angry. She made the decision to give me up to make her life with her parents easier, and knowing that she made the decisions makes it a little easier for me.
I told her that I don't want her to wear my ring any more. At least not around me. It hurts too much. I want her to cherish it. I know that she still has feelings for me, and I do too for her, but I'm not living with the stress any more of not having a relationship that difficult and strange.
I don't deserve it.
She'll get over me. I know she will. I hope this makes her life this muche easier, because I sure as hell don't want to have gone through this for nothing.
Song of the Day: She Is by The Fray.
I got my feelings hurt though, when she told me not to call her when her parents are home. It kinda hit home, that I'm not worth that much trouble to her. She never stuck up for me, after all.
But she told me that she finally stood up to her mother. And I knew her mother would say what I knew she was nowhere near beyond : "If you live under my roof, then you live by my rules..." It's a little harder now. It's a little harder to be angry. She made the decision to give me up to make her life with her parents easier, and knowing that she made the decisions makes it a little easier for me.
I told her that I don't want her to wear my ring any more. At least not around me. It hurts too much. I want her to cherish it. I know that she still has feelings for me, and I do too for her, but I'm not living with the stress any more of not having a relationship that difficult and strange.
I don't deserve it.
She'll get over me. I know she will. I hope this makes her life this muche easier, because I sure as hell don't want to have gone through this for nothing.
Song of the Day: She Is by The Fray.
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