Dissociative Identity Dissorder vs. Father and Jail.
On December 17th 2006 I, Ocea, was arrested with the handcuffs and quickly escorted to a police vehicle and placed into the back. The Charges of Vandalism. I broke a window, trying to get away. I feel unclean now that my pristine record wrecked by a bout of my Multiple Personality dissorder. If you know what it is I go through you would not say I have a choice in the matter of when I Dissociate. Someone asside from myself takes over... A persona that I have no control over. Has it's own self awareness and everything. I have four for those who do not know me. 1 is a 16 year old boy who will fall in love at a drop of a hat with anyone. He poses as myself and will answer to my name but also answers to Dom or dominic. 2 Is myself, Kam or Kamron, for those who do not know I am the host of my body and of these personas. 3 is Cain... 35 years old, Cold, Sadistic and highly volitial and lately very hostile and dangerous. 4 is Morgan an 82 grandmother, the explain all and very kind hearted. The keeper also of my body. She is the only one aware of all of the personalities asside from myself. She usually can hold Cain and Dom in check but two nights ago it was impossible. I am 21 years old and I need to know if you think I should have been charged with breaking the window when I dissociated. I was pushed beyond my brink that night and I could not handle it. I ruined it. I need your help into telling me what your opinion is. I black out periodically and that's when I dissociate and no, alcohol is not the case nor is drugs. An abusive childhood is key here so tell me what you think.
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Again, seek a therapist. They may help you alot ^^