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Nolan was complaining about how his eyes are brown and he laughed at me when I said I thought they were pretty. That wasn't very nice of him was it? Anyway, moving on to the whole point of this entry...I was thinking about it, because I wanted to find a way to explain why I thought they were pretty, and I think I've thought of a way to kind of explain it a little bit.
Well, his eyes are brown on the top half, but they are kind of greenish on the bottom. And it kind of reminds me of a tree with it's roots stuck up in the air. So I thought even more, and I decided that he must be rooted to the sky. This, in turn, led me to think about eagles. So, that made me believe that Nolan's soul (because the eyes are the window to the soul) is like an eagle. I was kind of hoping that my thinking would end there because I kind of want to go to sleep, but no, my mind decided to keep going, because it's apparently on a roll with philosophical thinking. stare
Anyway, after deciding that Nolan reminded me of an eagle because of his eyes, I was thinking, how fitting of me to love an eagle. (At this point, I'm going wtf? and my mind is laughing at me for being stupid before continuing.) Why is that fitting? Because I"m more grounded, that's why. So, where I am rooted to the earth, so to speak, he is rooted to the sky. This brought the whole "opposites attract" thing into play for my mind, which still didn't want to leave me in peace at this point. It continued, with my mind deciding to tell me why it was an "opposites attract" sort of thing. If I'm attached to the ground and he's attached to the sky, wouldn't we meet in the middle? If we were both trees, him with his roots growing into the sky, and me with my roots growing into the earh, wouldn't our branches tangle together to hold us there? Wouldn't we be sopporting each other? Would our branches combine so that we were both two parts of a whole? Would he become more grounded and would I become more "rooted to the sky?" I think we would.
Anyway, I guess that still doesn't explain why I think his eyes are pretty does it? But it does explain what my mind put me through when I wanted to think of a way to explain his eyes' beauty appeal to me. I guess I think they're beautiful because they remind me of trees and the earth. And I think trees are one of the most beautiful and most majestic living things on the planet, except for roses, and I am rather fond of the earth. So, the only way his eyes could possibly be prettier to me would be if they reminded me of roses. Or they could just be pretty because they are showing Nolan's soul to me. He must have a pretty soul. That's probably the easiest explanation. Then again, there probably is no explanation. They just are.
At least he doesn't have freaky eyes that change colors like I do. stare My eyes seriously give me the creeps, which kind of makes me sad because they are like the only pretty part on me. Damn creepy, pretty eyes of mine.
Well, maybe now my mind will stop being psychotic and let me go to sleep. Do you realize, that my mind has been playing the most irritating Christmas carols over and over in my head? Songs like "We Wish You A Merry Christmas" and "Oh Tannenbaum" and "Jingle Bells," all of which repeat themselves and get on my nerves after a while. Like they are right now. I'm seriously considering getting a Q-tip and trying to stab my brain via my ear...Because, it is kind of hard to sing and talk and be irritating when you've been stabbed to death with a Q-tip... ninja






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death_by_hammer
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commentCommented on: Tue Dec 19, 2006 @ 01:13am
i believe you now! i "heart" U!


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