So of course today is 4/20 and I am ready to celebrate even if I'll be celebrating alone lol but I also got a new job today so today is just going well for me. I've got a lot of things planned and I think I have a real shot at achieving some goals this time around. Now I can't even remember why I was so worried in the first place. I mean, who's to say this job won't suck? It might, but at least I'll be making some kind of money, more than I was thankfully. Not to mention everything else I have to renew and/or upgrade. I just have to take one day at a time and be patient. I'm always saying that patience is key, but I'm so friggin tired of waiting! I feel like I wait for something and then a year goes by and it still hasn't happened yet. That's the hardest part of being patient I suppose, but I'm not gonna let it bother me this time. I'm excited for what's to come.