I just want everybody to know that if you're feeling bad about yourself or your job or anything really, its always best to just talk to someone about it. You'll feel a lot better just letting the words roll off of your tongue. But if you're like me and you don't have any real friends that'll listen or pretend to care, you can always find someone who's willing to listen, there are hotlines and self help things you can look up. Also, if you do have a few shitty friends, just forget them. Don't waste time trying to stick around and fix things because its a waste of time lol I mean, that's only if your friends are truly shitty. If they actually want to work things out with you and rekindle or settle the score or whatever, you're probably one of the lucky ones. But honestly, if you have to back track and make confessions and have sit downs with your "friends", just find some new friends lol take it from me. People will show you when they really care and they'll show you when they don't. Just clean out your friendslist every now and then, that's what I plan on doing.