Thinking about dying makes me sick. Not as sick as I will be when I die. 2 more hours. I'll never be heard from again. Everyone is moving along quite nicely. Just as I anticipated. That's good. I'll be sick, and I'll be dead. You'll be healthy, and you'll be alive. Funny how life works that way.This is my very last journal entry. So, this is goodbye. For good this time. The snow is pouring.

Suicide playlist

Pity Party - Melanie Martinez
Lost - Dance Gavin Dance
Awkward - Dance Gavin Dance
Something New - Dance Gavin Dance
Midnight Crusade - Dance Gavin Dance
Hospital For Souls - Bring Me The Horizon
Deathbeds - Bring Me The Horizon
Bullet - Hollywood Undead
Believe - Hollywood Undead
Black Dahlia - Hollywood Undead
The Diary - Hollywood Undead
Pour Me - Hollywood Undead
Save Me - Hollywood Undead
Let Go - Hollywood Undead
i hate u, i love u - gnash
Little Do You Know - Alex & Sierra
Say Something - A Great Big World
Her Last Words - Courtney Parker
Invisible - Skylar Grey
If You Knew - Joel Faviere
Bulletproof Love - Pierce The Veil
Roger Rabbit - Sleeping With Sirens
Iris - Sleeping With Sirens
IDFC - blackbear
Human - Christina Perri
Six Degrees of Separation - The Script
Therapy - All Time Low
The Memory - Mayday Parade
All I Want - Kodaline

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