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Grimour
so here we are Kiska, Frost, Falen, Arshin and me, Flare a squad of outcast mercenary nobodies stuck in what looks like a forest sigh ill update you as we continue in this journal which I do hope wont end up a grim story... .
Not much is recorded on what happened to Frost before meeting Arshin, he was bodily born to a native, and a hindu in Nepal, India, and upon learning the customs of Shaivism, attempted to grow to learn his surroundings.
Now,although Frost was not really a difficult child, he definitely had some challenges. He did not seek, or hunger for the connection that most kids did, nor did he give the connection that kids hungered for, it was like he was civilly and socially numb from birth, and people noticed, as if he just didn't like the pack mentality.

At age 14, in the small time that he had been alive, he had not seeked, nor understood life, but what he lacked in his place of society, he more than made up for in faith, and spirituality. Frost was born a scorpio, an emotional, yet unemotional spiritualist, which he learned at a small age. He didn't know why but at the time, he realized he did not feel the same way for the other kids, while they were pretty much in a heatwave of emotion almost 24/7, Frost was almost like in his own little bubble of winter solitude. He could go from nonchalantly talking, to a steel, emotionless fighter in a split second which tied to the type of eyes he had at the time. At one point, either out of boredom, or without control, Frost opened that dark channel, but it didn't end well.
When he became conscious again, he was bound in chains behind his back, and on his stomach, with a blade against his neck, and people surrounding him.
Upon being transported elsewhere, he asked where he was, and what had happened.
a few of the officials of the nepali police force had mentioned briefly that Frost was being taken in for questioning on his sudden 'switch' from a commoner to a terrorist
not sure what conspired against him, he looked down at his hands, which were covered in body fluids. Though he was grilled over and over and over again by the CIB, and the NID, Frost
would not say why he did what he did mainly because he did not remember, nor understand why he did what he did, but from what he was told, when he switched, his deep blue eyes turned into cold, cat slits and his very presence had given everyone chills like he had become Shiva herself.
With the obvious lack of information, and being under the age of 18, Frost was given leave.
Upon returning home, He asked his family about Shiva, who was was the god of destruction, and the revered guardian. For this reason, Frost was coined several name the next day, but one stuck out, one that a young boy about his age in a uniform gave him. Kalan Tamishwhich translated into "Warrior god of darkness".


Upon meeting this exact boy in uniform a few times, it didn't take him long to realize that he was not here for visiting. With the event of him being in the system still fresh in his mind, he was a little suspicious at first, thinking he was somehow connected to the CIB, or NID, and that he was now being tracked and that he was now on thin ice, unaware of the fact that he was neither indie, nor wearing the correct colored uniform. Feeling that he was being judgmental, Kalan stepped forward, and found himself in hot water, getting into yet another fight with bullies, this time not just one...but four of them.
It wasn't pretty, and though he was doing his best to fight, it was clear he was overwhelmed. As they were mocking him, trying to push him into showing the exact same power that he had shown on accident, they were beating on him with fists, boots, and anything they could, attempting to put him into submission.
As he was about to go into a blood-drenched coma from pain, and exhaustion, he rolled over to see the boy in uniform up in all the boy's faces.
Through blurry vision, and heavy hearing,, he heard a short bout of chaos, and looked up to see the bullies run off, obviously feeling like they had accomplished their goal of taking out two people.
It wasn't long, but it sure felt forever, when Kalan came to, and saw the soldier over him, obviously in what had to be a hospital wing.
Looking over, he saw the leader of the bullies, in very bad shape.
This not only shocked Kalan, but really made him wonder, it was in this moment, that he realized that he was NOT from there.
He was russian military, apparently there was some issues within the area that caused him to be deployed, but he would not say as it was classified.
Upon departing, he would not give him his name, but Frost read a name on his soldier's uniform; Arshin.
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Over time, they got closer, but he didn't know why, again his suspicions began to take over, yet over time, he realized that Arshin gave him something, something he actually wanted, craved and needed and it was something that he had lacked for forever;interaction, communication. Arshin had become Kalan's friend.
Upon telling him this one day, Arshin went silent,cold, and upon getting up and glaring steel daggers deep into Kalan's violet eyes with his unique scarlet red eyes that burned like orbs of fire, he straight up destroyed that belief by coldly telling him that he wasn't, that Kalan was a chore, and an itch, and a reliable source of information; A way to get information on the locals, and that saving him from those bullies in the beginning was little less than a whim, and luck, that he had gotten into the fight because the bullies turned on him. After drawing lines of territory in the school, Arshin turned and walking away with a fist of what had to be rage.
Kalan's heart dropped hard to the floor and shattered, it was first time that he had trusted someone, gave into someone and the aries had destroyed him from inside out. The scorpio didn't eat, drink, and had nightmares for days...
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For the next what was really weeks, but felt like months, Kalan did not cross Arshin's path, and did not attempt to get a hold of the soldier, it was quite a blow to have someone you deem a friend rip out your heart, and shatter it on the floor.
it ate him from the inside out, and then left him an empty shell, filling the gaps with darkness, and a cold sense of loss, holding yourself together by memories, second guesses,hopes, and fears, and recordings, and images.
One time, and one time only, it was after lunch time, the aries, and scorpio had crossed paths, and exactly in that moment, that Arshin passed Kalan and bumped shoulder to shoulder, The scorpio couldn't hold it in, the pain and memory of that day caused him to open the channel of darkness, causing a fury, a spark, and a large confrontation to ensue, Kalan once again felt the darkness flow from him, just like that day that had started as he started to run at Arshin, a large sound that must have come from him, and in that instant, he seemed vanish as he collided with the soldier....

..When he regained consciousness once again, Kalan was
In what seemed to be a mix between a vision, and astral projection.
upon having his vision clear, what he saw he could not comprehend; in front of him, was a creature, a fierce human sized creature. it's limbs were arms but had the image in front of large paws with steel-like claws, and its feet were large taloned raptor feet, but were hooked like talons on a bird. it had on a helmet of a spartan soldier, and the horns of a ram, and he was covered in flames.
From Kalan's vision, he had no idea what was in front of him, but what was below was even weirder; it was them Arshin, and Kalan in human form in a circle of people, and they were tearing into each other. It was weird, where he was he? and even more what was in front of him?
Upon starting to panic, Frost started to make a fool of himself in front of the creature in front of him.
It just stood there, floating there while he was fighting with Arshin down below, killing each other on the ground, and on their feet, being punched, kicked, throttled, bit, and dropped, and threw each other around. Crashed through windows, into walls, and onto the ground.

welcome to the astral realm...

it WAS Arshin.
Embarrassed for a second, Frost looked around, not sure what was happening.
Not wanting to open up his mouth in case he didn't make any sound, or worst, if he didn't sound like himself he just stared, though.

Your not saying anything, whats the matter cat got your tongue? speaking of I figured why people saw your eyes change

Taking a deep breath, Kalan finally opened his voice box, and sure enough a weird sound came out strangely the sound of a mountain cat cat came through.
Upon putting his hands over his mouth, and looking down, he realized that he was in fact a mountain lion. Feeling something touch his back, he looked behind him, and a large scorpion tale was hanging there.
He couldn't help it.

what the ******** is that?

From in front of him, he heard Arshin laugh and gasp mockingly, which annoyed him.

hallelujah and he learned how to speak now as I was saying welcome to the astral plane, and I dont think I really need to point out that your not in your body, as you can see you and I are dancing. By the way, I think its best to say that when we go back are both getting in major trouble so brace for it, that and we'll both be in major pain, well you more than me anyway...

Kalan looked over at the creature that was talking in Arshin's voice and gave a growl.

"why are you so chill? and even moreso what do you mean we? you caused this!!"

Arshin for a second, felt like he got punched in the face.

"Me? why is this my fault? you swung at me!! the proof is pretty much seen by everyone down there, which let me tell you it seems that I have paid back three fold-"

"You dont get it!!?? you hurt me!!"

Kalan practically yelled, or thought loudly.
Arshin again was silent, and yet his wolf tail flickered back and forth.

"Ok its official You lost me jack.."

Kalan wanted to beat his head into the wall but knew it wouldnt do any good.

"You didn't want me to be your friend, and you crushed me, I cared for you like I cared for no other!!"

The creature that must have been Arshin blinked, and all of a sudden the world blacked out.
As Kalan was shot back into his system there was sense of pain like he would not wish on anyone, like what it would have been like if he was smashed into the wall by a train.
His arm was mangled, and he hurt in all places, quite literally everywhere, a massive migraine that made him flinch went into his throat where he could not breathe, down into his stomach, that felt like it was struck by not only a baseball bat, but a sledgehammer at the same time.
As his deep vision saw through blood, and made him see red, he saw Arshin stop, and stare at him, meanwhile he did the same, hocking, and bleeding, obviously he must have felt as bad, then again Kalan knew he had glass in his back from seeing himself fly into one of the windows, which even now was slicing, and stinging himself. As his shoulder slumped, and he collapsed on his knee, looking deep into his eyes.
Arshin stretched himself out as best as he could, and looked over him.

"is THAT why this entire thing happened?"

Arshin yelled,quickly walking over, and picking him by his collar and pushing him into the wall by his throat, causing the actual pain to collide all over his body.

"I hurt your feelings? I'm not your friend? you think I was being mean?"

Arshin was getting very loud, and sure enough it was starting to make the arena give question marks.
Suddenly A large hand gripped onto Arshin, and pulled him back, causing Kalan to fall onto his feet, which buckled and fall into the other hand.

"What in the world? Kalan AGAIN????, and you soldier your not even supposed to be interacting with my students, let alone causing damage to one of them...Both of you come with me,"

And that ended the damage, and the fight of the two. with Arshin and Kalan...

SItting back in an office, Arshin looked over at Kalan, an annoyed look on his face, but he remained silent, while thoughts, questions, and annoying memories, passed by him left and right, not to mention pain of all kinds was still running through him

"Wow, is all that I can say..there's alot to cover here, but first I want to know why the hell is a Shaivan hindu that is supposed to be clean, and karmatic as is the custom of our religion, and his parents who we are in very close contact with, and a Russian special ops soldier who is NOT supposed to be in the sight of anyone, and even in the same scenery as everyone, as your are only supposed to be observing.
SO tell me you two...why are you unlikely two honestly, not only ignoring followed and not following your orders, but doing the very opposite to the point that you are causing a scene, and creating damage to yourself, and property!!!"


Arshin was silent,, and put his arms behind his head, as he looked up at the ceiling.
Before Kalan could open his mouth and respond to the principal, Arshin spoke.

"Sorry...we were doing a martial arts demonstration, and it got out of hand, I speak for us both when I say we apologize, it was not supposed to get out of hand like that, and I will gladly pay for the damages"

The principal eyes glanced from one boy to the other.

"Nevertheless, I will have to inform your parents, and your captain of what happened here today, and I will charge you Arshin for the damage done to the wall, two windows, door, and three tables since it was your demonstration, $500.00 should cover it, now get out of here, and if this happens again, I will boot you out, Kalan, you especially know the consequences for causing such destruction!!"

As Arshin paid out five bills, and Kalan walked out of the room, side by side, a silence went by between them, obviously dumbfounded by the events that had unfolded.
Kalan cleared his throat as he walked quietly, his eyes on the ground, and as they
passed the hallway, an ice pack on his temple, and on his eye.
Arshin breathed, and held his paper towel to the side of his mouth still wiping blood from his busted lip when Kalan struck him in the face the first time at the very beginning.
Looking over at each, Arshin sighed, and Kalan frowned, obviously not sure how to approach this.
Arshin sighed, and stopped, looking over at Kalan, who looked over at him, not sure what to expect..

"I guess....I'm sorry, I'll speak first upon hearing what you said in the astral realm, I was not being mean, what your principal said was correct, I am here to observe. If you must know this area was on alert for a terrorist attack, and I was sent to protect you all without actually telling you or getting close to you "

Kalan's eyes widened, obviously surprised that what he thought had happened versus what was true.

"so it really was true? that was what happened? I thought that I was dreaming, or freaking out..."

Kalak sighed, and looked down, then back up at him,
Arshin shrugged.

"Well can't wait to see how this effects my mission records, to say the least, this has been an interesting day wonder whats on T.V."

Arshin said, turning and walking away, his hands once again on the back of his head.
Kalan sighed, and looked down at his feet, his hands covering his face, feeling his face flush in what had to be hot embarrassed tears, which was weird because he had never cried in his life over anything or anyone.

Hey, quit crying and moping, and get out here, it's time to go, dont stand there like a bump on a log, come hang out at my place, besides if Im going to the doctors, your a** is coming with me, might as well keep me company while I pay for us both

The voice in his head shocked his system, and he looked up only to be the only one in the hallway, save for a few students making out, and another checking their phone.

"What where did-"

I'm outside, get out here, oops welcome to thoughtspeech, when you visit the astral realm, you get to communicate through the bond with the person in it....Now get out here, the trucks already pulled up, I'll tell your parents that you got permission, and I'll deal with them later"

Kalan wiped his tears away, and sighed, a smile crossing over his busted lip, and a twinkle was in his eye that was covered in a bruise over the left side of his face...





 
 
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