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Don't you hate when you said something rude without realizing it and it upset them and suddenly you wish you could take it back? I've always said things that, in my view, wasn't rude or blunt but to others it was. I regret about some things I've said. Sometimes I wonder I am truly a derp person due to blonde hair that I have irl. Sometimes I wonder if there are some things I thought I understand but in reality I don't. Words... sometimes they have meanings. Sometimes they don't.

To be honest, I hate upsetting people. When they get upset, I get upset in turn.

So please, please let it all be well. I hate the way it ended like this.

I am afraid one day one more mistake I make then I will be no longer worthy in their eyes. Then I'll be truly left behind. And God knows how many mistakes I make in my words.

Let it be all well, I hope. >.<;;