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i need to clean today. but i have no get up and go.

i just want to space out. but then i think about the centipede, the tiny glass spiders, and the huge granddaddy of all roaches... and see the dust and i want to just run outside.

maybe it's spring. i've never been a spring cleaner... i'm a "the sun in shining. must. go. outdoors. open. ALL. the. windows." kind of person.

i can't open the windows here. the air is a little polluted today and also the pollen is high. i'll get all this yellow crap coming in.. and have to clean after i shut the windows.

i feel like going on an adventure.

which reminds me.

i went on an adventure with joe again. we just go to CJ and meet up with people and eat and go play league of legends. i suck terribly.

he told me something a little disturbing though. he says he really doesn't feel emotions. he thinks he probably would land in that spectrum we call psychopathy.
he's not a raving crazy person.
but he's cold and less caring. it makes sense. but yeah....

i got to thinking... how many psychopaths and sociopaths i've met in my 27 years of life. i think about 5 so far. that i'm aware of. just think of all the ones who i didn't discover. like. they are but they didn't reveal themselves enough or i didn't interact with enough.
what is the average number a person encounters?