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Book Of Samuel VI ( Rated PDA : Parental Digression Advised)
A book of what is a perception contains that of relevance. Yet confusing is the truth and mostly accepted that of younger generations without that of elder to be lie or anything they just want to accept or not.
A Perception Of Samuel
All I know is this.
Who so defined faith to the depths of a mankind.
They science and history over stepped its bounds.

We came to the point of knowing everything.
Whatever you do...
I beg, do not call heaven down from the heavens.
Or do not call hell up from the ground.

Those who wish to serve corruption shall see fire.
Those who wish to cause trouble of faith and corrupt conscience shall see not.

I had argued logical truth with corruption.
I had argued and yet they choose wrong or I defended name to the end and was true.
I had argued but not out of lie like they though not taught perfect in knowledge.
Know the Old and the New.

It is not conversion that saves one.
It is not works.
It is not faith alone without works.
It is love.
All three work together.

Compassion must tolerate hate.
I do not judge you but I looked at myself in a mirror of many.
I had to gather a mind even I did not know or could not maintain.

Ideas are not bullet-proof.
But manifest is God or that proven if not unholy or holy.
Or a sign of life is a representation.

I must say this.
This man argued the atheist.
He argued the skeptics.
He argued the view of the Christian.
He argues that of Muslim or Islam as well.
But where life over steps bounds...

Is the conspiracy of times?
Many will ask....
Many will not find though I be blind to see.

What did I know...?
I was compassionate and fought nature a man.
Domestic is to that of darkness and light.

Worse is to argue the truth...
When one knows right from wrong…
And understands the person’s statement they shall.
Mock not the man for his ideal, and give them a chance to explain.

This Earth shall fade as people choose.
Or from pain to cure it shall heal.

The time of lands want to dig up most.
They argue the past with evidence.
It is so stupid my case to where,

One cannot read or be guided....
Alone by the Bible itself is so a tome?
There is no excuse...

It is a guide to living.

Old or New they had broken...
What is sacred to many?
Even that of heart to soul and mind it guides life.

People can read more and understand more than I.
I am not perfect and others deist or its people nations.
A real God exist in compassion and judgments.

But shall find humility in what it has made.
Not for lust, no glory, no gain, but its source.
I do not know the mind or way of my Lord.
No man should know the thoughts all of God.

This to know the mind of the Lord is wrong.
To be sacrilegious of each is a possibility.
Blasphemy it is.

Take not the arguments of what is the falseness.
But see the similarity if not what applies to the man, life, and self.
God is still here.

Or not so is a man….
If God did not live in the time, life could not live or grow.

Knowledge could not live.
Life could not live.
I as one also cursed killed a shell.

Know what is right.
Anonymous and Satanic or whore-mongers (sexuality nature of us all)...
Argue logic and will know everything.
They shall of the pure fight truth with truth and lie with truth or perceptional.

Know God had a heart and wickedness grieved a heart.
Know that who so defended God...
In the manner I speak...

And who so believed not in falseness but truth with love.
These are what a pure seeks though he could not define or know his own.
The elders taught a man at the age young.
The elders knew the past.

Their deeds a child are marked upon life.
Innocent was a child compared of that which knew its own distinction.

Twenty is too young to be an elder but an elder to the younger.
Look into the eyes of the elders, look into them and compare yourself.
If such sees that one’s elders do not or speak not true...

A child knows its heart from the time it is wicked or good.
A determination of choice, or influence one should make?
Do I argue the truth to be proving lies true?

I do not.

It does not believe in a statue.
There is no idol that is to be worshiped or with wealth.
I saw rich and poor sides of me.

Only middle class in suburban land, or people US robbed of its gain and respect.
They of many did not touch or come cross to me of that wicked.

I had seen deception with love and hate but also compassion.
Hate not, judge not, and clarify knowing not
I am not God but a defender more of all and for each side.

They persecuted the good to that of a death.
Who inherited or had the blood of Christ is minimal.
Curse the people of corruption manipulative and controlling of others.

Find and persecute not that heart.
Know God for what really stability is.
Each nation turns vile.

If so you found your answer as did I at points.
Many will say as I did we do works in his name?
Depart from me I did not know you.

Man cannot be saved in his own country.

Also... a man cannot serve God and mammon.
That of wealth or that of material or man is no idol.
Look if one has read Koran and Bible or such different.

Yet such scriptures are contradiction if one were servant of all or man.

If also each one leads to its regret is because of the shredding of what is true.
My goal one day is to find the words that are complete and no story.
Or I shall live my life or die a mystery and legacy young or old.

Note this world destroys itself by choice.
I regret my actions or that of others and confessed all my life.
I had confessed everything but deep need.

If so is Christ crucified for being God.
What is of each man?

My condition Asperger is unstable but they call us idiots or those of intellect.
Know this is no condition to mess with or take advantage of a man though some have before.
To have knowledge of wicked describe such the condition it sickens me in retrospect.

But no one cannot live without life which so protects each one of us.
I am not Christ reincarnated.
If such be true may to light that I ask so many questions.

Not one man has seen the Lord.
Yet in the Bible it says they have.
Find that which contradicts of its own.

The beginning of fear to the Lord is knowledge.
Who had so knowledge and life and lived to tell it?
Man cannot see their mistake but a younger can.

The leaders of international...
From that of which spread words or torn...
Had corrupted aspects of who God is over man's thought...

I will not forgive Anonymous.
I will not forgive Inter-Corp or false government administration.
I will not forgive those who promote ill morality though one is not to say such sober-minded myself.

I will however forgive the elders or those who fought for the truth over that of deist lies.

As of deep the temptations of a man is lust.
The world is it not overly sexual?
See to your heart young one restraint.

Yes I am single for a reason or had a girlfriend.
Though I as one am not alone but with each.
And also, I did not do what others think or rather do.

When times come it is I avoided hell based on choice or luck?
No... Grace and mercy one must have with some cases being not both.
They shall or that one is set free.

Until such mind came to doubt or over thought and digression;
Know this that they have taken the heavens and hell putting it on grid locks.

As far as others try to kill a people more at common land or a place it is wrong.
They shall not truly know who Christ is within though a man died.
Where is that heart of God if not for the greatest of minds?

Passed from life it shall claim it at the time.
But also there is a warning to those who seek it.
Cursed but blessed is this man or defender.

He grew up in a church small over that universal.
Of that non-corrupted they are a people.
They also admitted they are no higher than God and see their mistakes.

The Pastor is not of himself but for the sheep to guide them.
This man has been in the darkness but is not so but light also.
I a child grow up in a godly to non-godly boundary.

Seek after the good over that of wicked.
The trials may be hard.
But understand...

God is one.

No man as I.
No legion.
No deity of a man.

Even I use technology.
But I place God before it.
Though friends run and flee or enemy of fear.

Who said to a man they fear him for nothing?
Is this a kind man or one of honesty?
Indeed but a man was once a liar.

Seek and you shall find riches of much.
To the life and that of death one shall see.
I may not be in good health.

But my spirit keeps a shell alive.
After one has lost their heart...
How does it heal?

And note to self...
Though I change my name....

I never gave up what I stood for.
Or that which keeps one not damned.

I had taken every relationship to the fullest.
9-10 heart breaks or so if not at the same time.
But the world it grieves or longs to torment.

Repent of this.
But know it is for me as well.
Not to doubt myself of little good.

Eyes could seem pure but wicked.
Have we any sight but mind?

In common language one says these words.
It is not a philosophy.
For having to suffer what one indeed did witness or lived.

So be the liar of a man who states he does not observe and see.
So for not he saw it in himself his mind is distinctive of such with thoughts, and actions.

The true word of God they dig it up.
Deeper to a hell we know not or acknowledge and see.
Until such is the world is monitored greatly by one or a scale?
Humanity has lost its mind.

Forgive me young one.
I know not also what I do or say at times.
Pardon me for short memory as of not now but later.

God works in mysterious ways.
To heal me once a man if not more times toward each man.
Who are the demonic and such that worship wicked with good?

But know this...
If one is pure...
The power to heal the dead is greater than being asleep.

But... that is not possible for me if I were human which I am.
No I am not claiming myself deity.
Understand the confusion, but sort out common sense.

They will follow and trick a man or woman.
To that of past and manipulate the future.
Understand me not so toward you or myself.

They realize that entertainment keeps them for a time.
Understand the world will die.

Regrowth is in need of those who prepare for this.
I am not one to predict or tell the days of tomorrow.
What indeed is if one had not known but expected to come?

The elders taught me.
As the Apostles taught Christ.
But Christ died for the world.

Ascension God did bring one up.
They can find proof of Christ.
But not that of what or where is God.

Do not mess with the matters of time.
Many have done so.
A rip in the fabric of firmaments will show its gaze.

As one studies and sees the stars they must know.
Each little thing is or something new.
Look toward not people die.

Under stupidity, the lands have not known.
My elders stubborn in age and others regret what could have been good.
For whom at young had this compassion for God?

I would call myself a heretic if I did not believe or so notice with acknowledgement.
For which now is not so but this is the truth now.
I will not lie.

I cannot lie but out of hesitation or misunderstanding.
What did they do to curse a man this way?
Or did a man ask of the Lord's wisdom and understanding...
Of such this a condition during a time he was silent and sincerity of heart.


Of course his mind was empty. But this man had loved and held strong.
Strength not over weakness, for that indeed gave him strength to admit.
Understand this, what is it that one seeks, though I had stolen knowledge?

Counseling material or anything of memory?
Or is that life which is so not the meaning to steal.
I ask you, and others, how one defines life.

Perfection cannot be defined without imperfection.
But indeed yes God was unique to give each one...
An aspect himself, with others persecuted at all cores.

I say I do not exist.
But then I defy life.

If one states they defy life...
They defy existence...
Also among themselves they are liars.

I was true or compassionate or tolerate of each.
I did not judge until others see me not for a person.
I also to know not what I had been through with others we claim.

Truth is no virus.
But it heals or torments.
Life to that of knowledge is known.

Eat not of these trees as the lazy man.
But know him this of observation.
The sufferer is on gridlock of his nations and home.

If he were to make a choice is good.
He could be killed without others.
This man... was never alone as though he knew or felt.

Music inspired that heart but does one hear words.
Or are they not good to ones ears?
The all Seeing Eye is this,

Mind over matter equals strange issues like Illuminati not of wicked... but of pure lines.
There is a 14 and not 13 if so not demonic but pure belief of stability.
But to kill even the wicked is an abomination if one is willing to kill all.

The ancient tribes have been found.

If one sees himself righteous before God.
They or he a man would admit this now for unforgivable origins or history...
To that is of the concepts of man and loyalty but also to serve others besides self.

Physical is executed over the mind which passes on to hearts.
Did God want man to live and be tormented?
The answer here is no to a yes for a purpose.

To define that purpose is of knowing a mind.
But understand this not I all...
For I as well as we all together live.

Decide this future they shall...
Each one a man...
One chance and risk is such so great.

For that of total understanding is also a cry.
Is of the past that no man...
Can dig up or seek alone.


They shall have one mind.
Good or wicked?
They choose.

Let us choose.
As life defines from afar...
American or not...

God is love.
God is we...
God is perfect.
God is unique.
God knew the flaws of man.
God knew his own if not Himself.

We as man do not know...
For that we are cursed...
Though our elders knew...

And something was amiss...
As elders grew of age and argued over issues so simple.
Not talking total of statistics.

Angels young I had seen...
But not to hurt or deny these to grow we or I observe.
My mentality was mixed with thought.

But the Lord he loved creation.
Whether or not power he had given.
He gave life to many.

And others deny or do not acknowledge their own beliefs.
Look up the fact know man has to go through plagues.
Hear the sounds each night and the trumpet as one sound each day.

Know the riddle of that which is and not a train.
But hear to speak if the seals are broken from past to present...
Understand those words which are not mine alone.

Understand.
Wake up America...
Tell them or show them...

How they should live...
Though I am of those people...
I was not so of them a public...

Why did the world flee one man?
Or are they scared of me... of God?
Know they their heart though I am not pure to that wicked.

Human, I wanted to be.
Anonymous all-knowing powerful though yet... they had truth.
Look beyond the eyes of want to that of gain to need.

See if one lives harder but serves not the same persecution...
As truths which such also lays rejected not but contradiction.
And you shall see through them the liars.

Tormented to honest truth they hide, many of that good.
To that where even the shadows have reached.
Understand of ones’ land it is not that but misuse of truth.

And such others who worship a false God or system will fail...
And they live in the world...
They shall not see or survive the power of God.

Less there be a remainder of hope...
If not for any side alone...
But also common sense and stability....

That of good and wicked is combination.
Define me not a man.
But understand I knew all sides.

But in order not to repeat the past one must not live it or prepare a time for need.
They the medical field was not as advanced as it were today. People lived up to longer in the past.
In the past they communicated direct or how is it technological without consequence equals Babel?

Babel had fallen and thanks too much of all.
So do not build a tower to the heavens.
If such brings itself to be, be deceived not.

Let not angels slay a man.
But soothe him or her at the heart with melodies' ring.
Can I not see though I am blind toward academics?

A man tested at the IQ 80 in a worse state?
Did this man have to suffer as one did and end up silent?
What they argue is not the man but of each piece which structures their own.
For I understood the truth mixed as we; and they fight meaning we all.

Say I F-The-System? Like some idiots so I ask?
Am I that profane to go universal as they reckless?
Beg to differ if it was one's own place to be corrected and not others.
I sought peace or solitude but people awoke the mind of one through torment.

How did this happen?
Tell that to man or such a fall...
But that a cause of others and mostly at times a self.

God tormented as a child to an elder if so...
God knew everything but could understand...
Why I am who is but not asking who I am or such that God is.

God is not human...
He is spirit...
Compressed is He of all things outside in and out of matter.

Do you know what though they cannot handle as manifest?
But they will find and use and convert the currents of the heavens.
Heaven on Earth over stepped its bounds higher than time.

If such for the fact there was not a beginning.
As though I sit at home and study...
The world cannot compress their whole thought.

Whose words were spoken that man should even know.
That is us creation... Serve I no devil though devil rebel in the hearts.
Towards also tempted was God and such of life.

Mani-festive are these words...
Yet dangerous if wrongly thought.
Man did not believe its government or something higher.

It did not believe higher power...
The power of one...
And the hope was for many.

Anti-Christ is every sinful thought and deed against the man or woman.
To declare my thoughts or a comparison alike to others stolen as truth or lie is blasphemy.
God can take down Inter-corps or liars with truth.

Or for centuries to years and so of silence man became stupid or corruptible by elder times to that ancient.
Yes I am a man, this boy, but God was learned from at peace and nothingness in ways I do not understand.
Rest assured that I am not God or the Devil. For if I knew that of God, society as myself would be gone.

I placed my heart in this Lord for hope that we all live and gave it life to defend.
Though it does not need my defending but that for people to realize it was good.
Over all us we are not outside of matter as people rip the currents and such by what they do.

If I was, there would be fear in heart but I would show them compassion and listen to without judgments.
That is to say if I did not judge myself or that of doing wrong.
It is simply a wrong that must be corrected but God cannot be charge of what came before that existence.

Understand I have no clue what made God or that is out of bounds.
And humanity will kill itself by that answer or stupidity.
To realize is such that a God always existed and shown us our mistakes with a cure.

Yet of what nature as many were deist to that of the histories long ago.
It is out of my bounds from that among Jew to Gentile or other.
Yes they persecuted the Jews who knew not oracles of God.

But many of blood and heresy fled or survived.
Note this to others... why kill a people?
Have you no shame in stability to make land grow?

To all those who understood this...
I have not all answers for what even I know.
Find that truth and seek it with all due diligence.

And do not tempt the Lord or that of our God.
There is something not even the wicked will do.
And who so does that thing...

This is cursed mostly beyond all reason.
Thus is the excuse to know the struggles of God.

There is no such thing as a future prophet of past.
But of that which took its name true...
There is a future prophet to that of heresy.

Rest goes to the young minds.
As too much learned leads to lack of stability.
Understand the efforts which people do not hire.

I threw down power long ago corruptible once I knew.
I understood I loved hated and love naturally.
I loved, hated wrong actions, and loved.
Tell me is not love unconditional of any and a mother?

No it is not unconditional truly if one has been hated or dislikes the manner.
Did this kid do things at a time he regretted? That may be true.
But not of importance to the highest of which of one those should not touch.

Define it they shall.
But to manipulate it and to use it also will cost our own life or self-will.

If so God knew everything about creation...
It is like this.
He put his soul, his life into us.

No atheist.
No man...
No skeptic...
No religious or faithful...

Indeed it is sad to say if one was neutral.
Then what is the cost of knowing that...
Persecuting the goodness over nothingness?

Satan wants to lie to my heart.
Tell me did not God grieve or have a heart?
Sinful this is for a man to know that of strength over the purity of his deeds.

How he lives shall determine or to others in order to cause for now such meaning to life.
I cannot flee every disaster, unless God be willing.
But on the other hand... what is known of each land?

Besides ancestry, I looked not as theologian or that of gap and such alone.
They had universally gathered together to take on the task.
And who so such under knew God but I be not that man but a blood pure.

Why do I fight nature? Does a man want to be a dog of sexual manner or conform to the image of beast?
Though I would not know who would love that idiot or smart one who knew with such fierce truth.
If so to say, that one knew many of his own as none was there those worthy.
Yet they saw the face of God and scripture had contradicted itself.

Besides himself though they acknowledge crucified... This spirit defended three as one.
Godhead, a body, and holy were the spirit.
If one structure broke...

God or man would not exist but nothing.
That would make the true God not of me a man...
But what indeed is of his heart but pain to know...

He was true to a man.
He breathed life to me...
And I rejected the truth...
But knowingly rescued...
Am I the defense in place of our God?

This faith he saw past his own.
Though many would call a sinner or in denial.
A man cannot explain but the honest and true...

For who so thought one could teach God.
Or life would be lonely and God need not be alone.
God is not alone.

The pureness of God lies within total wickedness.
But that shadow is of not its light.
Rest assured this may cause instability...
To know that of both is honorable and that also of all.

Put each mind into thought as this man...
I was not insane at the time of saying these truths.
Understand I am no deity and want to be human.

I am as well as our Lord or so living is.
I am what I am.

He may cast me out or I am with him always.
Even on Earth which is life, heaven now, and a hell.
Worse off to live the life of spirit without that of protection.

And that which also is death to life is eternal not.
There shall be pain or torment at the end of days.
Doe the world predict so people can fear?
But each man giving an account of life shall show or claim.

It indeed... I sought higher than my own faith.
I could not be Jesus or a regular man of thought.
Jesus was of God who taught man.

They dig up the past not all of this for the stability?
I ask, what has gone wrong sense that one fall...

Is it personality switch?
They cannot define their own cause.
As if Jesus said forgive us father for they know not what they do.

And the temple was torn.
The ancient lands of the desert to that of a New World have always had a grudge.

I go against not the New World or the Desert...
But they shall understand...
A man of the farther side or near...
We all did know one thing to take it on and F-The-System.
Knew the mind if not much more than love of God...

Earth has its choice to live.
I shall not be the one to call down the stupidity of us each.
I did get the mods angry one time with a cry desperate.
Within the reasons they ask, what is wrong with me many.
And I say to them, look at who sought and sees vanity happen.
As other eyes had to suffer and endure what you by choice put out.

Such a sexual pervert one can be but he fought which may be unknowing why.

They made a point to many or me, though a cry of devastation.
I cannot be one who knows all and not observe or experience life.
Worse is a man forced of education but not improvement?
Or his own and family he cannot talk to?

As such is also to say.
What social insurance is not protected or forced under law?
It is a belief of good fruits.

And in those things there is no law.
But a right to have freedom of ones’ curse is blessing.
Law will be corrected someday.

As truth comes to bare down on lies…
Distinction comes from the heart.
As even all and perfection though not defined as, did make mistake.

The Bible is no longer complete or rather is.
As if one should say do not add or take away.
They the people of past and today had ignored this.
Under grace and mercy they and we lived or can be free.

As such is not all the condition of the corruptible.
To bear witness and tell me you are cursed or sinning when one another each is...
And that to know which also knew of all things... who indeed was good or evil.

I defend but honestly say what a perception of man is.
God put life on us and we abused it or totally over-struck the bounds.
So did the teachers not understand until after a cause of many.

Who so controls the Earth is not so a devil anymore
Rather do I acknowledge good compared to living a spirit of much.
But this one serves but fights against matter that is dark to the truth.




It will take time to understand, but rest that mind as others told me.
Why I still live today, is the thoughts of the Lord are not my thoughts.
And his ways are not our ways.

Understand my peace.
Do not abuse the sexuality or morality though man could fail or we remain unknown.
The Ten Commandments and laws have been broken where even many cannot fix.

Yet, I see peace and stability of our home and our limits.
Philosopher they call me... A theologian or agnostic with systematic structure…
What is this system of faiths even I do not understand or rather the concept of much?

Yet you tell a man what he is and describe your mirror whole.
This man sought his pieces at that of fragments.
One by one they gather...
This is not from just observing all things drastic or of content X-triple

Blinded by affection and much...
Even I could not see.
Though others were convicted and turned dark.

There will be those holy and dark who cannot see.
For that is the way of the creation at to the deepest of its core.
If God were to kill me over what I acknowledge and what I see...

So be it for a good cause and not that of any man to decide to judge.
It is contradiction but true to the individual.
Do not believe all but understand the words a child to that elder.

The animals do act strange but so man is not a beast.
And man if they could grow wings though if I mock at that... I may earn sky fall.
Understand this...

Mankind to me or of me or a child rather; what did this kid keep at his heart and voice that was silent?
He in to know the words of God and others, spoken to him once but not remembered the sanity of one’s own personality and will.

That man is blessed, but persecuted by his own seeking solutions and help.
He knew the thoughts that others had to see.
All the elders were once a kid.

Curse not a man of perceptional or curiousness,
But curse that of his words and sudden act to define if so he be not righteous of his purpose or deed.
Others shall take this and reshape the man or better it is to inform and not control.

Many will lead the man.
But a leader could not follow.
Nor could that which understood not to be free with God follow not.

It is of a choice.
And my will is not done...
For finding purpose or such to live though knowledge I sought and mastered of insight.

A man suicidal and graves are not remembered even with honor.
And so to say truly in defense of each, I fought against the lies of eyes and minds demonic.
Rest assured that is not all a man needs to know.

But what his heart grieves for... is even that a desire of pure and wicked.
To understand all is not to be done but by many together as one.
They shall see this again...

And that not be done.
For it is impossible.

Who so made that tower was one worthy of many also different to be scattered.
In so if not a tower is built of the capital at peace of the fathers which will never build.

Here is this.
Find peace among yourselves.
Find it not with grudge.

Yes the good and wicked have a grudge.
But indeed, the issues rest assured.
I knew as one gang up in a group.

Knowledge separate from God to the truth is wicked condemned to live or suffer hell or desire afflicted.
If so this be also of the pure but that of will over choice and matter, they also know their limits and that of our wrong.
Love a man as thyself...

But if so the world corrupts itself.
It will fall, many a balance.

I understood the consequences that indeed one understands all and still has life.
Do not be tricked into saying I am more powerful than God or can live as long forever at rest.
For that to me a man no deity, no legion, no demonic, is heresy and blasphemy of one to be fallen.

He spoke a language that one cannot read.
But understand what plain English to me is?
If so even they of old did not have it or caused development of structure.

I rest my case here and now.
The truth is in defense of not the deceit but the truth which is good to the point of understanding.
I tell you this man had no manipulation though grown under the sovereignty of many.

Who so persecuted God's blood, persecute the holiness and respects of truth to that of their own.
God understood this of wickedness as our rebellion to that of carnality a shame.
The devil will flee unless thy feet seek its path and know this...

Who so taught me knew limitations though a belief.
What is a man who goes through water of baptism?

One is signed onto respect but also that of his faith and will to follow
The truth of what God believed and had it shown its glory renewed in such the mind, body, and spirit.

Man knows the attributes of God as well as a world demonic.
It is our choice now to face this promise or also be accountable to ourselves.
But what is the threat here?

Do not corrupt yourselves thinking it is people.
Go after the one of deceit but follow not the way of Sadducee and P harasses.
Understand... I know a heretic when they act and do not follow the truth or what is believed or proven.

Chance to find these truths are slim.
But many had pondered before.
Many will rebel...
I may even suffer...

But know this...
God will heal all.
And that God of us shall have onto restoration.

And that wicked of my mind or us.
We will fade into obliviousness or that of peace.
This is one life and no game.

I am a pure.
Though I had seen carnality or spirit...
I saw as wicked and good saw.

And understand there is an eye that monitors the intelligence of many.
Corruptible is the gain that one found useless or that unstable.
But understand the people are that of God as one is of many.

The mind’s eye with that of a pharaoh or ancient symbolic deity cannot see past the heart.
One can identify its wrong or object towards this statement.
Look to the reason why the heart does burn besides condition over conviction.

Or too much do not torment yourself.
Know this that a core does not provide all sight.
To be blinded one must lose one or the other.
Or they can see without one and the other.

If so it be that an eye is ripped from someone.
Or tarnished is the memory forgotten.
People know this... you may rip flesh,
But not spirit less they give in and fall to their desires.

Understand if one submits so must the other too acknowledge.
What is the bound between that purity and wicked?
That bound I shall not over step or run to a distinction.

They tormented me of mind and memory.
Yes I forget but I forgave because I am me and you are you.
They run from the truth because of desire and others abuse.

Find this main truth in both sides.
One indeed is not alone though each one needs the other.
There would be nothing of each a cause though one rebelled.

If so it be this reason and not to steal, gain, or kill, indeed one day.
Life shall see glory understanding the depths of a world or two in order of purpose and live.
A greater cause so exist beyond the reach of corruptible and logical men.

Who so believed faith so lovely or that of a body divine?
No man because in each one there is flaw or of its histories each one has hidden.
I am not an atheist who believes not in religion or belief of self.

I am no deist, though also this man knew like all desire.
To seek is desire but hopefully not pride of life or death.
Knowledge can define both boundaries for which Life gave us root.

I thought to myself.
Is this book true?
Look for similarities.

Do not toss it or burn but so you as I have once or never doubted partial.
But read and perceive the greatness.
Of what one could have been.

If so also not afraid as I or hidden and isolated is so.
The settle peace and calling one hears.
For the greater to one day understand.
The world one has not seen or one of mankind all.

They understand if one can travel or not from his home.
They know the man's condition.
What is of his condition that is true and people out of spite deny?
Or cannot they see that God has shown mercy to many through the thoughts of each?
Or he willingly gives unto those who have trusted in his care a protection with guidance.

I rest my case here... There is a controller, but in present day, there is on Earth no God lest they find.
Who killed the people of truth was a threat to mankind even before my own time.
I rest my case at though I lose my health of same routine almost each day.

My spirit it grows.
My love... it grows.
Tolerance maybe perhaps it grows.
My blast or insult toward profaneness is great but confessing and being accountable it is low.
Kindled is an ever flame that shall not pass when it goes and unto that of which gave God, rests.
The flame shall kindle less of anger and more toward sympathy or compassion.
But is no man to tell unless they suffered it or lived it similarity wise.
What does one believe as another to be settling of making an argument?

I saw this as life gave itself to me or supported many.
I give a challenge to myself to find someone pure even that of a peace.
But also who if what not any would toss down not honesty?
Or that of a difference with similarity though the same and not of God?

Tell me what I see.
Tell me what to do.
Tell me this decision.

I must choose but am afraid.
You had driven them in fear.
They are involved with not their people.

But others who taught the world better...
They lose it themselves dignity because even they did not know.
I ask of this that I see to it to get some help for my thoughts.

However this is not my word alone.
It is of truth and truth it is shall always be.
May what is real determining that among with all perception lest they take it for granted or it be false?

I had known not all names.
God would have killed me...
Satan would have killed me...
Man would have killed me…
Health would have killed me…
Nature would have killed me…
Formation would have killed me…
Sexual Perversion without reason would have killed me…
Deep stop of regrets and thinks to self the thought of equality…

Understand this: No man must take advantage of a man in his mind…
Less they each want to hear their own truth and mind spilled before that of nothingness.
I define myself human but no man will understand.

A man of many and that easily of who spoke my words and true to what I endure.
Similar to this are facts or perception to that of what is seen and or formed.
Under hidden but over in all power of each, that of Wickedness is to the Holiness of Sovereignty.

A Lord or God cannot be denied over the being of the common man as I or existing.
As one in we all, Scripture was not read but acted upon but to also prove it in defense or relatively clear.
The trials were not easy so be also to say not all of us have passed but failed or died trying.
We all have one failure in life, but that will not knock each down of what has occurred.
So we find purpose in what we each believe or that of a man. Good and evil and that also of life.

May God rest in the hour to the point of which I write this and understand I knew not all but realize mistakes.
Such is for the world and a common man not to admit. That is at one point they each were good but so life be.
My blast and guilt bring nothing but are somewhat understood. The reason of validity, no excuse to that that is aware.

Yes, my name is Samuel, named after origins of what was true to the concepts of leadership.
Name meaning… Upright Judge, and or God have heard.
They stole the name given to such and others used wrongly if not correctly the name or yes I am who I state.
Yes there are many copies of the same name but each one or person needs and has their own meaning.

The one of ill-manner could not defend his name knowing we each have sought and somewhat learned.
Not always can one defend though they should not give up who they truly are or live without greed to vandalize reputation.
As if many, each one needs a name of own.
They unlike the whole cannot define all.

For sanity read as much as one can know or take.
But see not that one’s mind shall slaughter in the process.
I understand if one is angry or the world argues.

Such I believe is proper, principle of we all should have answers.
But not to be stupid and ask, what one could never know or doubt in his being.
Or how so is it that I shall use my knowledge to destroy over that of its compressing.

A matter of purpose is not only virtue but that of much is known as others prove.
Yes, I am correct when I express this as a perception, and no I am incorrect to acknowledge always being right.
Unlike that point of no return or losing self, such is also to have lived as one defines the youth to that of elder days.

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  • User Comments: [3]
    h_s_girl
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    Thu Apr 18, 2013 @ 10:42pm


    Amazing!.Well done Sam smile God bless you brother..its an extravagant journal very emotional and true!


    Assham
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    Fri Apr 26, 2013 @ 05:01am


    Owl Man! I have been reading your journal, you are a genius. I wish a person like you can teach me the ways of life. I only read like 1/10 of what you wrote but I'll definitely read all of it in time . thank you


    Hope Legacy
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    Tue Apr 30, 2013 @ 04:39am


    I feel like we have had very similar experiences through life or at least have come to some similar understandings of it ^^; Hope stuff works out for you and thanks for the chance to read this.


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