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Dear Journal...
Have you ever had those days where...you listen to a song over and over just because the lyrics tend to describe an important part in your life? ....probably not since you are just a journal heart . However, that has been a majority of my day... Earthquake http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qcvCws2U5EE has been in my thoughts all day. Partially because I just love it <3, but I recently upset a friend...Because I told her I would not reconsider having a relationship with her.. It has done a lot of damage to our friendship...so that I feel. It is one of those things where all you can do is sit back and watch them heal...or suffer. Nothing can be done.
If I could find the perfect someone for everyone that I have broken the hearts of..I would..only..that would take away from making them *that* *special* someone. heart
I have accepted that I can not do anything about it...yet, it still haunts my dreams.
I had a dream last night that myself and several other people where being held in a room to be experimented on..at least, that is what we where told. The observers told us to perform any kind of brain functioning. I walked around the room and saw the people talking to one another, playing hand games, ect. As soon as they did, mice started to crawl over the people and eat them.
I instantly tried to shut down as much brain activity as possible. (which is possible in a dream for some reason). I thought maybe if they saw me looking less...."functional" they would leave me alone.
I continued to walk around the room and I noticed the mice where starting to follow me! Apparently, walking was too much brain function! I quickly sat over by a table with three people. I turned to the lady and asked her quietly. "What exactly are we all doing here?" She shrugged. "How are these mice able to pick up on our brain signals?" "I do not kn- you should be quiet the scientist are coming! Don't act intelligent!" I sat in the floor and drew both hands up to my chest and held one finger in my mouth. The scientist walked in. "Why isn't this one being eaten?" "Not enough signals are being released?'' One of the observers suggested. The lady observer kicked me and said to be more persuasive. I started to drool.
The man pushed me over. "We can just give this one to the fish." I sat up quickly to see a green fish flopping towards me. Tiny..but it was still going to eat me. I sat up non longer caring what the scientist thought of me. I slapped the fish out of the way, but it came back. I moved farther away from it and it leaped right for me!....
I woke up thinking about how strange my dream was. but had little time to ponder it since I had to leave for a doctor's appointment. I stole Christoff's cell phone and went on my way.
I sat in the office for sometime and decided to do my research for my dream on www.dreammoods.com .
Mice To see mice in your dream indicates that you are spending too much time dwelling on minor problems and insignificant matters.
To see mice feeding or eating in your dream suggests that someone is trying to bring down your self-confidence. Someone may be nipping away at your resources. To see a mouse in your dream indicates fear, meekness, insignificance and a lack of assertiveness. You are experiencing feelings of inadequacy and fears that you are not measuring up. The dream may be telling you that you are spending too much time hiding in the shadows of someone else. Alternatively, a mouse symbolizes minor irritations and annoyances. Perhaps you are letting petty problems or insignificant issues eat away at you. The dream may also be a pun on a computer mouse and your connection to work or to the virtual world.
Drooling To�dream that you are drooling suggests that you are feeling foolish or embarrassed by some situation. On the other hand, you may be taking things too seriously and need to let loose.
To dream that you or someone is lying in drool symbolizes a sense of hopelessness.
Fish Consider the common phrases "like a cold fish", "fish out of water" or something that is "fishy" about a situation. It may also imply a slippery or elusive situation. Perhaps your dream could be telling you that "there are plenty of other fish in the sea", with regards to some relationship issue.
*I never actually saw the scientist so he does not count as a symbol...
Any matter, I clearly have a lot to think about...
GOOD NEWS YAY!!
I started work today! I finished with in... a hour or two. All there was to do today was dust all of the surfaces... The house is rather antique, so there is a lot of wood surfaces. I finished quickly dusting everything from tables to fans to wooden boarding, I decided to wipe down the fans, wash the door, clean over 20 picture frames, the wooden cabinets in the kitchen, wiped down the fridge, stove and dishwasher and folded the blankets! I would have vacuumed, but there where two people sleeping...THUS! I am coming back for you tomorrow couches and floor =~=... There will be CLEAN JUSTICE!!
Second good news! I talked to my chiropractor again and he asked me if I was busy on Sundays...I told him I went to family home evenings sometimes, but other than that. Non. So, he told me that his church group needed someone to watch the kids from 6-7 (FHE starts at 7). So, that was perfect timing! I love working with children! and it would pay anywhere from 16-24 Euros. (20-30$) and that a week would be amazing. He is going to talk to me about it again in a week. I am really hoping I get the job <3 I already know what I can do to keep them entertained~ et for a hour? non problem smile .
Anyway, that has been my day so far...and this journal entry looks more than long enough, so! I will let you go journal smile
Au revoir heart
XxFoncexX · Tue May 29, 2012 @ 10:02pm · 0 Comments |
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