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A Journey into my Mind
Originally I kept poetry in here, but over the years it grew into something more.
You asked me if I smile....
You said you saw me smiling.
I told you that you mistake me for another.
You asked me if I were lying.
I simply replied with no,
reminding her that I'm not like any other.

What makes you so special?
You demanded an answer from me.
How could you forget the hell
And suffering from my insanity...

I knew once before I was sane.
The painful things you speak
I accepted pain and blames
because you made my confidence weak.

You fed me lies by the handful
Until I believed that they were a part of me.
The bitter taste was awful
Yet you smiled through my suffering.

You ask me if you saw me smile,
and I promise you no lies.
You knew the answer all the while.
But you sat there and watched me
while the soul in me dies.

You accused me of being vindictive.
An embarrassment
and insensitive.
Then question why I cower in your presence.

Stop pretending.
Have you become so well at lying
that you can now convince yourself?

You know that wasn't me
And you knew that clearly.

If you dare to ask about my smile,
Then kindly ask if I am fine.
Just know that you damned this smile
and wrecked this heart of mine.

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