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I still cringe when I see pregnant young'uns,
after I've tried so hard for 2+ years for a baby...

But I'll be going back to college this year hopefully,
and I'll be able to have a good job and a little car before I start trying again.

It's still hard to listen to people being proud of being pregnant.
I was them in 2010..

I'm not gonna kill myself though.
I've realized how much I love my husband
and how he's helped me and been there for me this whole time.

And I realized that I probably won't get half as much free time with him
once I finally do have that baby.

So I'm mostly okay.