UGH.
UGH UGH.
UGH UGH UGH.
I miss somebody I shouldn't.
I miss him because. . . Well I don't know why.
I still love him for the same reason.
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RELATIONSHIPS (or in this case the lack there of) ARE HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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>> Why can't I just let go?
Oh I know why!
I'm a damned fool .-.
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I had one of those dreams last night.
You know the ones where you can't discern what is real and what is a dream?
He called me.
Said he still loved me - And that was the end of it.
We were together again.
Then I woke up and for a second, I thought we were.
It's been over a year since the death of our relationship and about five months since I finally was able to accept that.
And I still have these stupid. ********. Dreams.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHGGGGHHHHHHHHH
So the other day, this really cute boy asked me if I wanted a ride home.
And how did I respond?
"Oh no. My parents are coming to get me."
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I'm such an idiot sometimes. He was cute, and made it a point to stop talking to his friend on his cell to ask me if I wanted a ride. And like a goddamn nerd I let him know I still live with my parents. ><
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Maybe if I watch some gory slasher flicks my aching libido will go away, and my need for some kind of a relationship that goes beyond friendship will disappear.
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I'll watch teeth.
The image of a p***s getting munched by v****a DENTATA is enough to make such silly needs go away me thinks.
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Yup.
I'll watch Teeth.
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