you know when i sent you a message i think you misunderstood it I sent "I love you" and you understood it as "I love you" what you did not realize was that i was still crying you have "successfully cut out any romantic feeling you had for me" I am pretty sure that was what you had said that night (at least something to that effect) so in my mind it got translated to (my earlier post) that you don't love me that morning i felt nothing but hate it tore me up inside to the point of crying multiple times during work i was in pain and wanted to annoy and frustrate you but you sent back "love you too" ouch that hurt, you were either being a b*****d or you just did not have any idea of what i was feeling
I guess it does not matter I should not sit here and hope you love me, it only probably makes you feel bad when you don't we don't have to love each other i am feeling a lot less of it, and i think less is a good thing though i do still enjoy living with you i can live with you and not love you, and you can do the same for me
wow i am really over reacting i need to just give myself some time to settle and stop freaking out it is not like my world is coming to an end
breath in... breath out...
now time to chat then get some work done
Fay Da Way · Mon Oct 18, 2010 @ 05:35am · 0 Comments |