Forever Yours… The room grew too quite when you hung up the phone. I stare at the ceiling and see lit lines across my wall from the street lamps across the street. Darkness is my element, and normally how I want my room to be when I am to fall into a deepened sleep. But since your not here, it feels so wrong to me. How I love to watch you sleep. Yet tonight we have been denied such privilege. Seconds after the phone went dead I couldn’t help the tears that I shed. Quickened they were, painless…at least to some point. I wish I could be with you right now.
I write this because I want to state my feelings at this very moment. Out of every time my heart has loved, this has been the truest of them all. You bring me to tears so quick by the things you do, because of the beauty of them, the passion, the care. That’s how I know…this is the truest feeling. When I left you today I could feel your love, I can feel your heart. I can feel it in my very soul thus night, My love this is real. This is the strongest bond I have ever had to anyone before….god knows what will happen if it were to ever be severed or broken. I cant stand the thought of losing you. If this isn’t real, then I know not of love and never will, and will wish and pray to never allow my heart to fall in such ways again because this is what I want. This is what I crave, and dreamed of for so long……….and now you’re here. I can’t help but to be thankful that you came into my life.
It is 3:52 am. and Im thinking of you. I cannot hear your voice, except for in my head. I cannot see you except for when imagine being with you, and tap into my memories to relive a part of it again, to see it in a different light, to be there, as a dreamer, yet again. I cannot feel you, except for when I close my eyes to wish for thy presence. I know you will always be here with me as I will be here for you. I love you with all my being, all my heart, and all my soul. The very fire within my spirit and with the very ice that runs in my veins…..darling I am and always will be forever yours….
DarkCrimsnAngel · Thu May 20, 2010 @ 09:01am · 0 Comments |