In the tattered battle field; upon my knees,
I beg for thy compassionate mercy.
Fading from the fatal lesion
You promised never to humanely deal me.
…Yet here is the blood for my helpless testimony …
Dying in the crusade, a broken warrior
In a hopeless battle time has misplaced.
Fighting for the chance of the saint, Faith herself;
Striving for the change…of the fight for another.
Struggling to hold on to what is left,
My heart is screaming for a silent surrender.
Yet, in the end, why do I still
Crave for the affection you feed so dearly?
To my weak pulsating heart
You were the deceitful infection
That became so deadly.
In the beginning, a secret was hidden,
Yet still, you carved out my heart of silver
In a vicious forever and
Held within your fictitious embrace…
Keep it close my love of ruthless
To your hallow chest of the heartless,
For the deep bleeding is continuous.
Now for the last dance
Waltz to the blessed beat
That you were unfaithfully given.
It begs for the pain in tears, to stop
Yet where can the shattered even begin?
Truth, redefine my broken soul,
The pieces I gain to keep.
Your eyes symbolize the blade that becomes the killing.
Yet why did I fall for the unrelenting?
My beautiful angel,
Feel my heartbreaking pain…
Yet don’t cry for the sorrow untainted.
Once again, my heart has forsaken me.
The love buried deep,
I wonder if you can feel the fire burning.
Replace the wings of darkness
That was reluctantly taken from me
For the sin that was wrongly committed.
In my mind…the reoccurring memory
I inquire pathetically;
Where you the fallen angel from heaven,
Or the nymph from hell?
The phantom of heaven on earth,
Or the possession of hell’s eternity?
A give in vow…I surrender; to the cause by your hand,
Time has called for the misguided and bewildered.
And the chant begins…
The battle is won, the victory is yours.
I surrender to your cruel soul.
End my life if so wish, but don’t look away
From the tragic memory reflected
Through my scenic prayerful eyes,
Of the words that do not surpass my trembling lips.
· Sun Jun 06, 2010 @ 04:24am · 0 Comments