My boyfriend's cat recently died
I feel terrible partially because I fed him a bit of chicken earlier in the week, and there is a possibility that is what killed it
Not only did that happen, but then my best friend chewed me out for not being awake and ready to hang out when I said I would be
He ended up visiting my boyfriend in attempt to get a hold of me, this looks really bad, I think it will make my boyfriend suspicious of me
my boyfriend does not need the stress of that, everything else that is happening is bad enough right now
I dont want to lose my boyfriend, maybe it is not that he is the only thing giving me ambition to be alive (my usually thought of him), but instead that I just enjoy the thought of being with him, that being around him takes away some of my fears of the future, and yet I am always afraid of loosing him but i do nothing to keep him
btw empty box, since you seemed to not care anyway means that I don't really have personality or wants of my own that is why you find it so easy to hang out with me i attempt to have your wants and make you happy same goes for everyone else I hold onto what they like when I am around them otherwise I don't care I just want to please others so I get attention
Fay Da Way · Thu Apr 01, 2010 @ 12:24am · 0 Comments |