i dont know why i feel bad about my actions, i guess i could have been nicer
so sitting around in break room alone (not sitting with anyone though there are plenty of people here) i see someone go up to the candy machine and become very frustrated he continues on his way back to his table full of people he complains at all of them that the candy is stuck in the machine they share thier condolences he complains that he does not have enough change to get another to nock down the first they again talk of the wickedness of the machine silly people i walk up to the machine, put my money in, and buy that second snack i dont really expect it to fall, i dont really want it, maybe if it does fall i will give it to my friend that i am seeing after work lucky me both snacks come falling out of the machine the complaining guy notices he comes over and i grab his out and give it to him then he gives me his remaining nickle ...is he thanking me for getting the bar out, or is he expecting me to give him my bar i get very defensive and angry at him (i grab my bar tightly, tell him he is welcome, and then hide it away in my purse) i spend the rest of break contemplating if the second bar is mine or not but making myself feel better because i plan to give it to someone else anyway one nickle causeing so much pain in my mind searching for the answer next brake i eat the bar
lol not the usual drama about boyfriends and such, but it still confuesed and hurt my mind, i guess i just like to over react
Fay Da Way · Mon Feb 15, 2010 @ 06:26pm · 0 Comments |