I know i wont carry through with my plan one night fling is not worth a relationship thought that is not what the night would have been
...i just had 5 pieces of chocolate, i can barely taste them...
why am i even questioning my relationship with joe i love joe i will e happy with him will he be happy with me?
i know i want him his touch melts me and makes me want to do anything i can for him i love his touch (non sexual)
but i am the same with everyone maybe i just crave human contact i feel scared and lonely and need to be close to someone even if it is just holding hands
i want a ing to remind me i love him i always laugh at others for wasteing money on rings and jewlery maybe he will buy me one if he ever starts trusting me again or when he starts feeling again
maybe it is the age difference which is confusing me he is almost 50% older than me 9 years 20 vrs 29 is that too long a distance?
other thoughts: why meet people who do not further you in any way? -nothing else to do -entertain yourself -maybe you can help them
Fay Da Way · Mon Jan 04, 2010 @ 04:13pm · 0 Comments |