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life
this world is so hypocritical, why dose ever one else get to have fun while I"m stuck in a world of death and sorrow? why do i have to be the only responsible one and put up the act of happiness just so every one else is happy? I've been putting up this act since i was 5 years old........ and I'm sick of it! first i have to clean every thing which I'm fine with. the that buggs me most is that every thing got dirty again and my older sister lies and said she cleaned every thing (which she dint) and got me to clean every thing again. and some how she gets to have friends over every day but when i ask to go to any social event my mother finds some reason to say no. its not fair i had a birthday party to go to and my best friend who i haven't seen in a year invited me to go to church with her and she said no to both of those! while Hannah is allowed to have er boyfriend over and go over to his house and go to a rodeo. its not fair!! because of her all my friends hate me for not being able to hang with them at all. this is not fair!! the only time i can get out of the house is to go grocery shopping or go to school. this is my life when im not grounded. and i going to be grounded when my mom sees i have a F on report card. this isn't fair
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