i am no one who you think of
but dose that mean i have feelings?
under blankets of sham
how can you not feel the worry?
cout in your own worries always asking for help
but dose that mean your weak?
maybe
maybe no one is brave
no one can save us from what and, who we are.
not even ourselfs.
we are all monsters but dose that mean we should all go on a rampage?
no
dose that mean we should all be the same?
no
it means we are all human and how can we change a un changeable fact?
we cant
thats what we all need to learn we are evile, vile, discutsing kreachers,we lurk the night of our own thouts scared of what we are.
scared of the truth of the world
thats what makes us vile but thats one thing we can change
if we all try our hardest to be the kind person i know i am not
but them why do i put up my act of happieness when i want to go cry,tell the hurtful truth,or even just be me?
why are we scared of our existence or at the least i know i am........
but that is what makes me the way i am i now to be afraid cuz once i was corageas from that one timei got knowed downi new tha the world ishurtful to theones i love and to me.
there is a reason forthe abuse of the harsh wirds of peers and for the pain of getting beten by the nes yu thout you cold trust but i fair we cant trust anyone or at least not my famlie the one ii thout i sld trust the most ...........never gain will i tell the things that huint my in my dreams or in the day i will keep my fury locked up to keep my pain from hurting the pain of others they all misintuped me as a persone that they have knon and will never fall and allways get up one seconds later and not be harned
i call it the act of happy-ness
the play i put on every day to make sure no one is harmed by me
bt no mate wich way i hurt some one that no one knows
me
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