Log - January 22, 2006
It's been awhile since I wrote inside of you, my dearest journal...
It seems almost too long.
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After my dream sequence, I spent most of the time meditating, researching the depts of my mind. But to no avail. I'm blank inside. I know my name, my likes and dislikes (mostly) but I have no clue of any familymembers, or why I ever woke up in Gaia.
Special thanks goes out to my Maim... heart
Not only has he filled a big blank spot in my heart, but he's been around for the past weeks as well. It must've been hard for him, seeing me so silent, so distant.
- Whenever I took a break from extensively searching through my mind, there was always something edible near me. Fruit. Vegetables. Rice. It's incredibly sweet; as if he didn't want to see me suffer this way. sweatdrop
- At nights, he just snuggled up against me. Even if I still stayed so silent.
Of course I slept. But whatever sleep I got was extremely refreshing. Falling asleep with the man I love is truthfully one of the most blissfull things I have ever done.
He makes me feel complete. It's like I've seen him often before. Like a memory.
Heh...
~K.Utagawa
{Edit} By jove, I seem to have forgotten to mention my birthday again.
January 18th. Happy birthday, me. smile
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My life as a Gaian - by K. Utagawa
The entries up to May 24 2010 are pages from my old journal, which I've left behind. --- I have not yet started a new journal. --- This is a collection of Gaian experiences, by Kazumaru Utagawa.
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You're welcome, baby.
You know I can't stand it thinking about you without company or food.
It's not healthy.