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I can explain what I mean simply, but first, hello to all once again.

I have been gone for awhile and with many a good reason. One simply being me putting it off for someone unknown reason or another. What makes more sense is the holidays passing by (which, by the way, Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays and a Happy New Year to all), my school work giving me more to do (yet not a ton yet), and my constant search for a job still...but not so much on that last part. Makes sense, seeing as the holidays came and went, me without being able to find a holiday job, and almost all stores are full on employees.

This serves up the basics of what has happened since last time. Some very nice things have happened, including me acquiring my new HP TouchSmart PC (along with a hiking backpack to transport it) and I'm happy to say, it does everything I want it to and more. I was advised that it wasn't that great to some people, but I guess I'm one of the lucky few who got just what they wanted, and then some. That and I had it fixed up for me just right, seeing as I'm brand new to Vista...which, that shocked the hell out of me, I have come to like very much. Also on the horizon of new tech upgrades, I finally got a new phone and was able to say goodbye to my old one, which it's main feature was to serve as a brick. Heh, it never got a scratch no matter what happened to it. Just fyi, my new phone is a Sprint Rant (I still wish to get a Verizon account once again when it doesn't pose a problem).

Lets see...the Union League's 3rd chapter is just about done (yes, it's true this time -_-; ), but I took the time to add a little more to it. Crimson Twilight's storyboard has been in the works as well, and I have finally found a cut off point where my story will run from...no matter what the comics from here on reveal!

Now, for some bad news. If you don't wish to read, it's fine. Not many care to read anything of the negative sort. For everyone else, here's what's up. As most, if not all of my friends know, I have only a few main worries in my life. One, my love life...in which I have no luck. I feel hopeless, but I keep the thought strong that I’ll find someone one day. Where and when? Not a clue, but then again...who ever knows? I just don't go out really and there is nobody that comes to mind at my school. I wish to find someone in the next few years, but I'll just have to wait and see.

Two, my job situation. I think I already covered that I also have no luck in this as well. Not sure what I'm doing wrong, but I've flat out ran out of options as of late. Not sure where to try to apply to right now either. Maybe I just have bad timing, for I know it's not me follow up. I'm always calling in or showing up and talking to who I need to, showing that I want to work and I'm very eager to get to it. One again, oh well...just have to keep on trying.

Finally, my health. I'm not dangerously overweight, but I am heavy. I don't look really bad either though. Guess you could say I'm in the middle. I can still do everything I used to do, just not a lot of energy backing it sometimes. Been trying to find the certain foods my body will willing accept...and stuff down the ones it won’t. Trouble isn't the taste, just what my body is attune to. What the hell, right? Luckily, I try to level it out by working out a little in the mean time. So far, it's done well.

Now, for the real bad news, which I’ve just learned of today. Those that talk to me on a regular basis know of my situation here at home. Sadly, it has come to my attention...we may be moving, but the two that live with us, aren't coming. To simplify, they are about to break up. There are a lot of positives, along with me getting my own room once again (and damn do I love that fact!). Thankfully, it won't be happening right away...and I'm not leaving the area. The bad thing about it...well, it's so damn sudden and I just got settled in here. Sure, I get annoyed by some things, but so what? I was comfortable and then I get kicked in the gut. The one other thing that bugs me is...my mom would need to get a second job, and I don't even have one. I can't do a damn thing to help. I guess I just feel useless...

Right now, I'm just beside myself...wondering many questions about right now. Oh, not to mention I slide on some black ice on a turn and almost crashed into a damn pole on the way back home from Russ'. Thankfully, nobody was around to collide into and I was able slide into the dirt on the opposite side of the road that had next to no objects.

I'll be fine, regardless of all these things...I think I just need some sleep and get through the week. Till next time.