Why does this seem to happen. People are such good actors, they love to act like nothing happen, as though they forgot.
The same thing always happens.
So yah joe was angry at me, but then I was invited to his game night, does that mean that he has forgiven me, that he has forgotten, or that he is just going to ignore it and hope it does not happen again.
I am still thinking about it, and I am under almost constant depression. I wonder if he is still angry but he will not tell me I am afraid to ask because that would be bringing it up and I dont want to have him angry at me
the same thing happened with my family at christmas christmas eve most of my family was drunk and angry at eachother we were supposed to open presents but we did not we all went to bed on christmas we woke up everyone was happy and we had a good time nobody said anything about the night before?
do people like lieing to themselves? they could not possibly have been happy so why does everyone always act so happy
It frustrates me, I am still upset but everyone else is happy am I just stupid or is there something that I am just not getting?
this happens so often, it is a norm, so does that mean that i am just not normal that i hurt so i want others to hurt like me but i thought the feeling of wanting others to feel like you was normal?
people are confusing
and now when i look at joe, instead of longing, i feel impatience and discomfort?
Fay Da Way · Sat Jan 10, 2009 @ 01:40am · 2 Comments |