I am quite pissed off if this weekend does not go well heads will be flying 4laugh
I was barely at home I was trying to get a project done (major fail) My sister is pissy she complained to me that she can not fall asleep when there is not someone else in the room, i do not ******** care the stupid stuff she does just keep adding up a few would be the whole not letting me sleep, then this morning was quite fun... i talked with her last night about the lease agreement and thought our conversation was over but i guess she forgot to tell me that she was planing on wakeing up early this morning, she never does that so it confused me, I woke up and she was in the shower, the entire time i had aloted mysellf to get ready for school she was in the shower, it just pisses me off, she knows i wake up every morning to take my shower and brush teeth and all that fun stuff, but today i did not get to, i had to go to school, she took up my entire time with her shower, she was in there for a full hour, the hour that every day i thought we had a understanding that the bathroom is mine during that hour, but no she did not think so, she also did not feel she needed to have the curtisy to telll me that she was going to be in there, i could have woken up a little earlier, or atleast negotiated some time with her
at least she is moving out when the lease is up dang it i forgot to ask the manager when the lease is going to be up
it is not very nice of me to blame her for everything a lot of it i am angry at myself there were plenty of times when i was supposed to be working that i decided to cut out and play video games i need somebody controling to kick my a** once in a while
I am also depressed from my inability to do pretty much anything i think it is called a self full filling prophesy
i am worthless so i dont do anything which makes me worthless
I would rather just not get anymore pissed off for atleast a little while, maybe i will get something done
Fay Da Way · Fri Dec 12, 2008 @ 02:01pm · 0 Comments |