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I'm so sick of this!!!!!!!
Someone says they understand you,
They know what you’re going through, but how can they unless they’ve hat that experience also!!!!!!
Then when you try to explain it, they don't get it.......
You can't get it, because you don't know what it feels like....
For those who know what I’m talking about, here what it feels like....
it feels awful, I hate it, like someone has ripped out my insides, with a rusty knife, then sewed them back in while I was awake, I want to die, you might not see it, but it is so hard to stand, you feel like your worthless, yes worthless and nothing can change that, there’s a constant aching, a felling in the pit of your stomach, so bad sometimes, its crippling
You can’t change the past, not even can I forget this.......
Stop acting like you care,
And if u does really care, now I need you more than ever.....
But stop acting, just stop, because it’s so frustrating,
So if you do really care and you know what I’m talking about
Thank you knowing there’s someone there keeps me going
And if you don’t
Then STOP asking just because you want to hear my pain
it hurts more than you think, just to talk about it so if u don’t care, and you want to hear about my miserable life, just know your killing me internally...
Slowly...
And painfully