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EDIT: GUYS D| Old journal is OLLLLDDD I need to make a new entry just too tired to at the moment.


Alright!


First awesome thing, I went to a kick a** partay on Saturday. I uh hung out and we played my awesomely random mix muuuusic. We sang I'm too sexy like three times. OH and I hung out with a old friend I hadn't seen in like a year. (At Hoshi's last party) and before that in like 3 years. So it was epic. |D

OH and I got called awesome by this pretty goth-like chick. That made my day...

Well that and the fact that my friend's (the one who was having the party) Hoshi's cousin is adorable. 8D

She was like saying how she was socially inept...and I'm like squeeing on the inside going: No you're not you're adorable! x3

She's going to be at my friend's all month... :3

Rica is quite happy.

I'm also tired as frick. -w-; I need sleep.
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This is the bummer. I'm not sure I can keep up the current relationship I'm in due to certain circumstances.

You know who you are and I'm REALLY sorry but right now a long distance relationship won't work for me. I need physical contact and I'm not getting any.

It's depressing.

I still love you. But I have to look at things seriously and I'm far too loyal to take advantage of what you said about not caring when I screw up.

I still feel guilty and upset every time I do something that may go over the line.

Please, I'm not saying we have to stop talking.

I just really need to be with someone I can actually spend physical time with. Especially now with all the stuff I have going on