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Well it does!!! I've worked for this company for 3 months w/ the expectation that I'd become a technician and get paid a real paycheck, but they've decided that I'm gonna be on the assembly side for "some time longer".... WTF.... I've trouble shot most of the equipment that they've let me, and I've worked my a** off to do so.......then....... I can pretty much have no contact w/ my Sweety.....who is my "friend..." yeah, that doesn't bother me...... rolleyes she can't confront them, for fear of losing her college tuition.......that I actually understand........ but ya know....or not.........then today I find out that everything that I owned, that is not in my parents house..... is gone. I'm thinking that it was thrown away.... which is illegal, since they didn't give me notification.... but none the less it is gone.... my pictures of my daughter, my Navy uniforms.... everything..... gone. Next will be my car......since I only make $10 an hour.....w/ no overtime.....my life ******** sucks......... mayhaps one of these days it will be better.... but for now...... I just want to drink and break things...... that's how I feel at this exact moment.....drink and break stuff.......problems w/ the gf's parents, no money, no......... anything............ hmmm... I feel like Shinji from Evangelion........What is life?........ A bunch of mistakes that we should learn from? Punishment?..... I keep trying to enjoy it.........mayhaps I should remember what worked for me and believe in myself.... and stop waiting for something good to happen and just make it happen..........WTFE...........this sucks...