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Stuff that my love should read.....
My life is.......
Hell...... I have a gf, who's parents won't let me see her......and will be utterly discusted if I date her, and I just lost a girl that was close to me..... you see she and I dated briefly in high-school, then again 4 years later, and then again in December.....but the last time she wanted me to compete w/ a guy that was jobless and homeless and I refused and disappeared from her life w/out even a goodbye.........now she's dead...... shot for no reason....she thought that she was pregnant when she died, so he shot her in the head, then shot her in the stomach.........I heard about it about 1 hour after it happened......I felt....responsible......she had told me previously that she wanted to be w/ me, but I just treated her too good, and that there must be something wrong there, cause w/ all the problems that she had, nobody could treat her that good.......@ her funeral...her niece confirmed what she had said...."that she still loved me, and that she had wanted to be w/ me and not the guy that I had left her to......" so yeah.... life has been hell the last 2 weeks feeling like I could have stopped a needless death, as she would have been w/ me and away from all the s**t.....and I still can't be w/ the one that I love..................






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Ai Purisesu
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commentCommented on: Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 04:28am
Im sorry... i love you


commentCommented on: Thu Aug 11, 2005 @ 02:59am
Maybe we will be able to be together soon..... if that's what you want. heart heart



A Demon amungst you
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