Ok, I'm SO pissed scream ('scuse my language) that my entry today i sgoing to be me ranting and raving.... Sorry, but I just have to get this out of my system...
GAH!!!! evil I officially, well, I'm not sure.... But I do know this... I am sick and tired of having to go to the doctors, and them finding nothing wrong with my side!!!! The stupid doctor now thinks that something is wrong with my hip bone and the muscle, and that I need physical therapy... And my mom is like WTF!!! She works-out everyday and she runs on the weekends, AND she has softball practice/games everyday!!!... scream GRRR!!!!.... I'm just sick and tired of spending money for the doctors that we don't even have!!! I found out yesterday that because of my 2 visits to the ER, that I cost my mom over $1200 dollars that we don't have!!!!! Gosh! Just let me deal with the pain in my side!!! I've grown used to it!!! Stop taking me to the doctors!!!!!
I'm just... UGH!!!!! My mom had a kidney stone that she had surgery on to break up so she can pass, and she hurts really bad... I wish i could just take her pain away, and have it instead ... I mean, I can stand pain unusually well, so it wouldn't hurt me... Why can't I have her pain instead???
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!?!?!?!?????
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The Black Abyss
Umm... This is really just the big, black, and depressing abyss that takes up the room in my skull...
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