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Wow... I haven't put stuff in here for a while (it seems a while for me...). I'm gonna try to get on and put a new entry every once in a while. I was reading everyone else's journals, and it made me want to put some more entries in here... I know a lot of people don't read them, but I don't care really... It's fun to read what you have had and see how much you have changed... So I guess I'll just say how things have been...


A lot have happened... most of which I won't say because I really don't want to re-live it for like the millionth time >.< But all that I can say is never lose your really good friends... Dan and Ryan, I really owe it to you... I don't know how I could get through a lot of the stuff that goes on without you guys. Thanks!!! You really don't have to talk to me about a lot of stuff, but you guys do, and you help me through a lot of it, and I know that I am stubborn and scared to death to do a lot of things that you want me to do, but I do try and I do listen... So thanks!! I really can't say it enough...

But on the brighter side, my choir teacher says that I'm one of the best in the class, and so he had me do a solo ensemble festival thing and I did that... It was SO fun!!! I loved it! The judge was hilarious!! And she was like a little kid. But I got a superior which is really, really good (It's like a blue ribbon!!!). And after that, I took my family to a hockey game-and that was really fun too... I think I'm some-what obsessed with sports... Especially football, baseball, wrestling, and now hockey... But things have been good, I guess...

Some of you know that I've been trying something new... I've been trying to forget all of the things that have been making me down, and sometimes it works, but most of the time it seems like that when I finally am able to keep out all the bad thoughts and be happy for once in my messed upi life, everyone else is sad, and it brings me down because I feel guilty because I'm happy, and everyone else isn't...

Hmm... I guess nothing really interesting has happened... I've been writing songs... And I finished Ryan's Song (he inspired it) and everyone in the band really likes it, and I guess I do... and I was gonna put it on here... I might do it as soon as I'm done with this entry... BUT you have to be nice... It's not the best thing ever, but I don't mind...

So I guess I'll go put it on here... Untill next time when I hopefully have something more interesting to say...